Only time will tell

I wonder a million things.I have no answers to all.Only time will tell,only time will tell.

The only time that I actually stop thinking is when my eyes are shut.If I seek for help, I know it's gonabe pointless.And also, I don't wana waste anybody's time.Drooling over something that has no end, would be like talking to the wall.

Maybe one day, I will choose not to care.Maybe.

I wanabe a project manager one day.Random.Yes.One of the many things I wana do before I die.

Can I just say, I love you?Yes, I love you.Yesterday,today maybe tomorrow too.

All the way home

Before I start with anything, I wana say Hello to a very dear friend. Her name is Siti Ramizah. I know she reads my blog and then ask me if there's anything wrong.Every single time. Hehe. Woman I miss hangin with you.Nanti ok. And no, there's nothing wrong. Its just the time of the month.I think.Heheh

I feel like piercing something else.Hmmmm..We dont really have a special piercer here. A piercerist??

Im listening to this song Down by the water.Its kinda sweet.But then again words written or sung or said are just words.Nothing speaks louder than actions.

I was jammed with work the past few days. I barely had time for anything. And I felt as if I was forced to carry a very heavy stone on my shoulders.Im done with it now. Now that I dont have anything to do, I kinda wished I had SOMETHING to do. Having work actually saved me the trouble from thinking about other stuff.I cant wait for everything to be over.I really really cant wait.

Cartoon ME

Facebook has this thing going on where we are asked to put our childhood all time favourite cartoon charater as our dp. This made me think how things were alot simpler back then. When I was little I was problem free. I think. The only troubles I had would be, not wanting to go to school or something like that.Thats as far as it gets.

As we got older we learn more things, we always have the urge of trying out new stuff. And at times we get a little rebellious. The older we get, the more decisions we have to make for ourselves. And this is one of the many tough things that a person has to go through as we get older.

I wonder if I can start things over. Or maybe have something new that can make me feel like a little child again.

Sigh. Things happen for a reason. God has HIS way of testing people.It's suppose to make us a stronger person. So yea. Whatever it is, I'll wait for the day. After a hurricane there's always a rainbow. I'll just wait and see.

Currently. I'm working on my book. Doing it as fast as I can. Can't believe I procastinated. Sheeshh.