Standards

I have been disappointed with quite a number of people lately. Me inclusive.

My brother says I set too much standards on everything. I should be settling for alot less and I should be expecting alot lesser as well. On things and on human beings. I beg to differ. I believe that these standards define who you are and how you want to lead your life. And I believe that a person has a choice to improve themselves to pull themselves up to a certain standard? Am I not right?

I am not saying that I only want great good things in life. I still accept mistakes, failures and what not. Lets take a person as an example. Say a person makes a mistake, mistakes done by a person is actually the result of a person's bad judgement at that particular moment usually. I would accept these mistakes but I would expect the person to do something about it and not do the same shit all over again. It's just commonsense isn't it? Having certain standards help you to be cautious about certain things. Another example is, accepting a man in your life. To be saying I love you endlessly does not mean anything to me until I see actions. That's my standard. You don't just go around saying I love you and you need me and you  cry over some other girl just because you feel like it. Well that's just a figure of speech. Do not quote me on that one.

I have standards because I do not want to end up being hurt or hurting anyone. I have standards because I want to deliver something outstanding not something being done half heartedly.

I was also told that I go for guys that has looks. That's not fully true though. The guys I like happened to be body builders..I DID NOT scout for bodybuilders. I wouldnt mind going for a guy that has a decent look as long as he's clean looking to my eyes. That's it. And every guy has a chance to look good as long as he knows how to take care of himself. You think all good looking guys are good looking because they are born that way? They work their ass off to look good. Watch their food, work out day and night. I don't know where I'm going with this one actually. But my point is I am not shallow when it comes to picking guys.

On another note, it was weird how I was day dreaming about having a baby. The only thing that's stalling me right now is the fact that I need a husband to have a baby. GAH! If only I can skip the whole dating and getting married process and just have a cute chubby baby that plays and sleeps with me. While I was day dreaming I was thinking of adopting a parentless baby. But then what if I accidentally adopted a devil baby.

Chubby Baby

YOLO

Hello and Happy New Year Everybodeh!

I'm 19 days late, I suppose it's fine. No one cares.

I am currently at work, the brain refuse to produce anything good for the time being, so I figured maybe I should write something.

I was just working on the new website for the company. Bleghh I should say. I'm loving the whole marketing thing it's just that it takes awhile to get completed. And you can sit for 4 hours and you are not even close to being half way done.

The boss asked to use this website generator called WEEBLY. It's super easy and I think I've fallen in love with it. It does give me some sort of annoyance once in awhile though. If you actually have your fingers on it you'll get what I mean. Not forgetting photoshop. I have to get myself familiar with photoshop. My goodness, it is not a simple software. It is if you know how to use it I suppose. It has so many tools that I think you need years to master.

The down side of being in this department is, apart from having to be good at photoshop is the sitting down for hours and just staring at your computer. It gives a really bad back pain. I am having one now. :(


And oh yes, I have started with classes. I can say I am intimidated to the bones. And I will still be teaching. Not too sure how I'll do, kinda have to just suck it!

So I'll be juggling work, school, tuition and gym. Yeappyyy..

Well.. YOLO.