It's not about your scar.It's all about your heart

Turns out I'll be writting another book. It's worth giving another shot I guess.

Hopefully, it'll turn out well this time. No more procrastinating. I hope.

Got my nerd hat on today. I learnt how to multiply big numbers less 6 secs. Heheh. Not going to tell you how.

It's not even 9pm I'm already sleepy.

I dont really have that much to write today. Yesterday happened. And I think I'd rather keep it to myself.

I guess that is all. There's nothing left for me to do. But brush my teeth and head to bed.I'll do the things that I have to do tomorrow. :)

Can I just say, if you were an ice cream flavour, you would be my favourite one.

Adore Always.
ME:)
Nite

Agony

Did u know that, eventually after being hurt so many times, you simply can't feel the pain anymore?

I heart you

Did you know that the older a relationship gets, the tougher it becomes?

You tend to take things for granted, overlook the crucialities and the necessities and for some cases you tend to give more then what you're suppose to give.

I'm no expert on relationships. Yea, I've had my share of guys. Just afew. I didn't wander around with a swamp of guys. But yea, the number is sufficient enough to make me say a little thing or two about relationships.

You can see it like a little flower. Its pretty, it smells good. It draws a smile on your face. Especially girls. Girls like me particularly. Unfortunately, if you don't take care of it enough. It'll wilt. It'll turn brown and dry. And eventually it'll die. Do you know how hard it is to get back a flower to be as fresh and as lively as it used to be? At one point you would think it'll never come back to life again. Those who are lucky, the flower just might. My flower is pretty much the way it is. I'm not gona say how it is here. It's a pretty flower. If it does die in the end, I'll prolly hang it up side down and still keep it. A friend told me once, if you do not want the petals to fall off hang it upside down. I did it for the first ever flower that I got. Prolly the last. The petals are still intact. Even though the flower now looks like potpourrie. Hehe.I like fresh flowers. There's a high chance that I would actually fall head over heels for the next guy who would actually give me a flower. Doesn't matter who he might be. Heheh.

Yea. What was I saying??

Anyway, yeah...

Being in a relationship is hard at one point or another. Let alone being married. Doesn't it just give you the shivers?

I'll get married when I'm ready I think. When the right guy comes along, the budget is there and everything perhaps it wouldn't be as scary as it seems now.

I think I have said enough for tonight. I am sleepy! I had a good work out today. Yeay me =D

Tomorrow awaits. So is work. I like work. It makes me forget about other stuff which I try hard not to think about. And the people in the office are really funny and friendly.

I'll start teaching soon. Prolly, I'll be seeing new sets of students. Hope they'll like ME.Heheh. I can be really mean sometimes.

P/s A msg to the next guy who's gonabe giving me flowers. "I heart you maynee."

1/11/11

Happy New Year!!


I know I am almost two weeks late. I have my reasons for being MIA these past few days. =D



How did I celebrate my new year??Like this..



A new year. Lets make history.

Only time will tell

I wonder a million things.I have no answers to all.Only time will tell,only time will tell.

The only time that I actually stop thinking is when my eyes are shut.If I seek for help, I know it's gonabe pointless.And also, I don't wana waste anybody's time.Drooling over something that has no end, would be like talking to the wall.

Maybe one day, I will choose not to care.Maybe.

I wanabe a project manager one day.Random.Yes.One of the many things I wana do before I die.

Can I just say, I love you?Yes, I love you.Yesterday,today maybe tomorrow too.

All the way home

Before I start with anything, I wana say Hello to a very dear friend. Her name is Siti Ramizah. I know she reads my blog and then ask me if there's anything wrong.Every single time. Hehe. Woman I miss hangin with you.Nanti ok. And no, there's nothing wrong. Its just the time of the month.I think.Heheh

I feel like piercing something else.Hmmmm..We dont really have a special piercer here. A piercerist??

Im listening to this song Down by the water.Its kinda sweet.But then again words written or sung or said are just words.Nothing speaks louder than actions.

I was jammed with work the past few days. I barely had time for anything. And I felt as if I was forced to carry a very heavy stone on my shoulders.Im done with it now. Now that I dont have anything to do, I kinda wished I had SOMETHING to do. Having work actually saved me the trouble from thinking about other stuff.I cant wait for everything to be over.I really really cant wait.

Cartoon ME

Facebook has this thing going on where we are asked to put our childhood all time favourite cartoon charater as our dp. This made me think how things were alot simpler back then. When I was little I was problem free. I think. The only troubles I had would be, not wanting to go to school or something like that.Thats as far as it gets.

As we got older we learn more things, we always have the urge of trying out new stuff. And at times we get a little rebellious. The older we get, the more decisions we have to make for ourselves. And this is one of the many tough things that a person has to go through as we get older.

I wonder if I can start things over. Or maybe have something new that can make me feel like a little child again.

Sigh. Things happen for a reason. God has HIS way of testing people.It's suppose to make us a stronger person. So yea. Whatever it is, I'll wait for the day. After a hurricane there's always a rainbow. I'll just wait and see.

Currently. I'm working on my book. Doing it as fast as I can. Can't believe I procastinated. Sheeshh.