Hi,
It has been pretty quiet around here.
So I figured, maybe I should jot down the thoughts that were running in my head while I was in the shower earlier.
It's something random and out of the blue though.
I was thinking, maybe I'm ready to be a mom. Hehe. I like kids, the tubby ones. It's okay if my kid is not gonabe tubby, I'll make him/her tubby. I don't know. But my point is, I think I'm ready to be a mommy. It'll be nice.
So the plan is, I'll get married when I'm 27 and have my first kid when I'm 28. Prolly I'll have the second one when I'm 30.
It's just logic that in order to have kids, I need a husband. Do I have someone in mind you may ask? Honestly, I do not have anyone in mind at the moment. You can say that I kinda suck when it comes to judging a person to be with like seriously. So yeah.
But I believe I shall meet that one person that will treat me like a princess not because he has to but because he wants to. A man that shall make other beautiful girls be jealous of me and not the other way round. A man that I can count on and look up to.
Just wait for guy love to smile :)
28 May 2012
2 May 2012
Interesting
Hi!
It was an ultimate interesting day for me today. Not exaggerating , but yeah, my day was different than usual. Why? We got burnt man. One particular person kinda got surf literally. We, as in me and my colleagues kinda had a tiny taste of the bullet as well. I was hoping it would be a good day at work today, it turned out to be scary instead. I kinda had a dejavu for a moment there. Reminded me of the time when a mean teacher walks in the class and I get all quiet and extremely attentive. That was what happened earlier at work today. I'm not gona spill out the details but the meeting that we had earlier was an eye opener I may say. It's good to have a person do sensible and professional commentaries on your work and what not. There are reasons to why they do that and it is not always because that they think you suck.
So sucks man. That's the 'in' sentence me and my friend uses these days. We are lame sometimes. Well what to do?
It was kinda brutal, what happened earlier. I can feel myself shrinking in my chair. I was really nervous that I couldn't type the word 'maintenance' correctly, in my head I was like thinking how the hell do you spell maintenance?
The verdict of the meeting? We kinda have to improve on our strategies on certain things, have better planning, the plan is there. I mean everyone knows that when you plan to fail you're planning to fail. I just don't know why with the plan that we had we still got shut down. Oh well. The bright side is, I have ample time to sort things out properly. Let's just hope he, who shall not be named, will not interfere and make a mess out of everything. I don't mind having him giving us the proper guidance and everything. I just don't like it when he comes up with stuff and not have thorough discussions with the rest of the team. So sucks man. So sucks. Hopefully me and my team can pull this off properly. Alot of things to look forward to this month. Will be going to Temburong. That's like just days before the run. Looking forward to that, meet students, do workshops. I reckon it will be good. June is coming, that means more camp, National Traffic Game and the June exam and other things which I do not remember. Oh dear.
Speaking of running, I went circuit today. Yeah man! After like how many months? Before you come to a conclusion of thinking that I'm a lazy bum, let me explain myself. I did gym trainings for like 2, 3 months, I took a break cause things happened, kinda lost the drive in a way. And then I continued by doing some running just before the SCB run. Took a break after that and decided to train again, just to get myself ready for the HSBC run. Why circuit and not the gym you may wonder?
One reason, at the moment I do not have a trainer. The trainer I had kinda bailed. So sucks man. I know. Hence, if I were to go training myself, I might just look stupid, cause I forgot some of the routines and I might just hurt myself. I'm a slow learner when it comes to these things. I can do some, but the precision wouldn't be there. Another reason is, for those who has ever done weight trainings before, real ones, not just go there to look sexy and just to tailgate your six pack boyfriend, I mean really go training, you'd understand, you kinda need someone to yell at you and force you to do all the routines. If you're doing it alone, especially if you're a beginner it wouldn't be a fruitful training. Probably not as fruitful as when you have someone to push you all the way. For those who are still going strong on your gym trainings I envy you. I'll do my homework no worries. I'll head to the gym in the near future, when my confidence is there.
Why did I decide to go back to doing circuits? I came across an article saying, if you wana increase your running performance, you can do so by doing strength trainings. In getfit, we do weights we do laps all sorts of supersets which really tests your endurance, strength, stamina and what not. it contains all the ingredients that I sorta need for this upcoming run. So why not right? It wouldn't make me as 'shapely' as when I train in the gym though, it might actually make me more skinny. Bright side, I wouldn't be carrying too much weight when I go running. But still, too skinny no good. I don't mind losing some fats on my face though. We'll see, I believe if I eat right, I wouldn't be losing that much weight.
The training earlier was painful. Probably because I haven't been doing anything like that in quite awhile. However, it was good. The last WOD we did was a 400m sprint. The trainer was saying, if we give it all out we can finish it in 2 minutes. I was thinking, no way dude, not gona happen, not today. I kinda clocked 1 min 45 sec. I was surprised myself. And I was running in my vibrams. Those things hurt by the way. It takes quite sometime for you to get use to it I reckon.
We had to do like a hundred sit ups , push ups, burpees etc. And now, I kinda have an abrasion on my ass from the sit ups. So sucks man.
It was an ultimate interesting day for me today. Not exaggerating , but yeah, my day was different than usual. Why? We got burnt man. One particular person kinda got surf literally. We, as in me and my colleagues kinda had a tiny taste of the bullet as well. I was hoping it would be a good day at work today, it turned out to be scary instead. I kinda had a dejavu for a moment there. Reminded me of the time when a mean teacher walks in the class and I get all quiet and extremely attentive. That was what happened earlier at work today. I'm not gona spill out the details but the meeting that we had earlier was an eye opener I may say. It's good to have a person do sensible and professional commentaries on your work and what not. There are reasons to why they do that and it is not always because that they think you suck.
So sucks man. That's the 'in' sentence me and my friend uses these days. We are lame sometimes. Well what to do?
It was kinda brutal, what happened earlier. I can feel myself shrinking in my chair. I was really nervous that I couldn't type the word 'maintenance' correctly, in my head I was like thinking how the hell do you spell maintenance?
The verdict of the meeting? We kinda have to improve on our strategies on certain things, have better planning, the plan is there. I mean everyone knows that when you plan to fail you're planning to fail. I just don't know why with the plan that we had we still got shut down. Oh well. The bright side is, I have ample time to sort things out properly. Let's just hope he, who shall not be named, will not interfere and make a mess out of everything. I don't mind having him giving us the proper guidance and everything. I just don't like it when he comes up with stuff and not have thorough discussions with the rest of the team. So sucks man. So sucks. Hopefully me and my team can pull this off properly. Alot of things to look forward to this month. Will be going to Temburong. That's like just days before the run. Looking forward to that, meet students, do workshops. I reckon it will be good. June is coming, that means more camp, National Traffic Game and the June exam and other things which I do not remember. Oh dear.
Speaking of running, I went circuit today. Yeah man! After like how many months? Before you come to a conclusion of thinking that I'm a lazy bum, let me explain myself. I did gym trainings for like 2, 3 months, I took a break cause things happened, kinda lost the drive in a way. And then I continued by doing some running just before the SCB run. Took a break after that and decided to train again, just to get myself ready for the HSBC run. Why circuit and not the gym you may wonder?
One reason, at the moment I do not have a trainer. The trainer I had kinda bailed. So sucks man. I know. Hence, if I were to go training myself, I might just look stupid, cause I forgot some of the routines and I might just hurt myself. I'm a slow learner when it comes to these things. I can do some, but the precision wouldn't be there. Another reason is, for those who has ever done weight trainings before, real ones, not just go there to look sexy and just to tailgate your six pack boyfriend, I mean really go training, you'd understand, you kinda need someone to yell at you and force you to do all the routines. If you're doing it alone, especially if you're a beginner it wouldn't be a fruitful training. Probably not as fruitful as when you have someone to push you all the way. For those who are still going strong on your gym trainings I envy you. I'll do my homework no worries. I'll head to the gym in the near future, when my confidence is there.
Why did I decide to go back to doing circuits? I came across an article saying, if you wana increase your running performance, you can do so by doing strength trainings. In getfit, we do weights we do laps all sorts of supersets which really tests your endurance, strength, stamina and what not. it contains all the ingredients that I sorta need for this upcoming run. So why not right? It wouldn't make me as 'shapely' as when I train in the gym though, it might actually make me more skinny. Bright side, I wouldn't be carrying too much weight when I go running. But still, too skinny no good. I don't mind losing some fats on my face though. We'll see, I believe if I eat right, I wouldn't be losing that much weight.
The training earlier was painful. Probably because I haven't been doing anything like that in quite awhile. However, it was good. The last WOD we did was a 400m sprint. The trainer was saying, if we give it all out we can finish it in 2 minutes. I was thinking, no way dude, not gona happen, not today. I kinda clocked 1 min 45 sec. I was surprised myself. And I was running in my vibrams. Those things hurt by the way. It takes quite sometime for you to get use to it I reckon.
We had to do like a hundred sit ups , push ups, burpees etc. And now, I kinda have an abrasion on my ass from the sit ups. So sucks man.
My palm reads, I feel burnt
Please do join getfit crossfit if you wana get bruises and cuts.
It does always make you feel good by the end of the day though. Cause you know, regardless of what ever workouts or exercises that you do, it makes you healthier.
I think I have written enough for tonight.
Till next time.
23 Apr 2012
Ayam Sabung
So I'm like thinking why?
And How?
Kawan saya cakap dia buat orang macam ayam sabung.
Dia simpan dua ayam suruh sabung dan dia lihat dari siring. Saya fikir, kenapa seseorang boleh berfikiran begitu sedang kan mereka sentiasa berniat baik tehadap beliau? Adakah jejaka itu tidak mempunyai perasaan? Ataupun dia sedang asyik melihat ayam serama yang asyik bersabung sesama jenis?
Disini saya berfikir akan apa yang terlintas didalam fikiran beliau?
Satu perkara yang saya harapkan ialah, tuhan akan menjauhi orang itu dari saya.
You might be wondering why on earth did I write in malay? First because I am one. Second, its a good attempt to brush up on my malay writing skills. Been composing letters in malay these past few days and I dont wana suck.
That is all for now.
P/S: I like Justin when he sings.
And How?
Kawan saya cakap dia buat orang macam ayam sabung.
Dia simpan dua ayam suruh sabung dan dia lihat dari siring. Saya fikir, kenapa seseorang boleh berfikiran begitu sedang kan mereka sentiasa berniat baik tehadap beliau? Adakah jejaka itu tidak mempunyai perasaan? Ataupun dia sedang asyik melihat ayam serama yang asyik bersabung sesama jenis?
Disini saya berfikir akan apa yang terlintas didalam fikiran beliau?
Satu perkara yang saya harapkan ialah, tuhan akan menjauhi orang itu dari saya.
You might be wondering why on earth did I write in malay? First because I am one. Second, its a good attempt to brush up on my malay writing skills. Been composing letters in malay these past few days and I dont wana suck.
That is all for now.
P/S: I like Justin when he sings.
21 Apr 2012
Little thing called love
I just finished watching a Thai Movie.Yes. A thai movie called "Little thing called love". It's a very corny teenage movie, but I kinda enjoyed it. Probably it's safe to say that I am a corny person at one point or another. The movie was about a girl that has a crush on this boy. Obviously. The word corny at the very beginning kinda explains itself. For many years of having a crush at the boy, they eventually got together.
I am gonabe a little bit frank and bold with tonight's post. I do not care if some of you are gona judge me or perhaps think that I have a sad life. Or probably tweet about how lousy of a teacher I am. Let me say it now, I do not give a fuck. I am open to freedom of speech and you can go Fuck yourself.
Anyway, you know what I have not been doing for a really long time? Have a crush on a person. The last time I had a crush on a person was about 5 to 6 years ago? When was the last time you had a crush on a person? How do you differentiate between a crush and NOT a crush? You know that it's a crush when you like the guy, but you do not go out on a date with him, do not have his number and he makes you wonder if he knows your existence. Freaky, but yeah it's kinda true. You know it's a crush, when he passes by and smiles at you and says hi, you'd jump around like a hippy when he's out of sight. Funny but true. That was what happened to me when I had a crush on this dude. You know it's a crush, when you find out that he has a girlfriend and you become a tad sad and move on and still secretly thinks he's cute. That's a crush, a simple form of sentiment towards a person, whereby any agony results from the person being with somebody else wouldn't even kill a tiny bug. Simple and nice. As I was saying, it has been awhile since I've had a crush on somebody. Hmm..
And another thing that I have not done in awhile is go on a first date. The last time I went on a real first date was, I don't know, way before I entered uni. Damn. I kinda threw my social life away after I entered uni didn't I? How do you differentiate if it was a real first date or just a simple dinner or lunch? First, he would pick you up from home. And before you see him, you would actually have butterflies in your tummy and you would pick the right attire to wear precisely. Not to mention nervous and super excited. How do I know these things? That's what I felt on the very first 'first date' I had with this guy that I used to date. And it's a real first date when you actually like like the guy and actually waits for him to call you back. That first date would probably be the most proper 'first date' I have had, cause I can still remember it until now. I dated the guy only for a couple of months though, probably that is why the only thing I can remember about him is the first date that we had. Hehehe. I did go out for lunch with this dude a few months ago, we ended our lunch with an awkward hug. Hehehehe. That was funny. He didn't manage to give me that jittery feeling that I was looking for. So yeah. We are still friends, I guess we're cool.
Oh, how I miss. Life was simpler back then. I think. Now it's just like a crumpled paper with stains that I can't just get rid of. Gah! My birthday is coming, I'm not really looking forward for it. How I wish I can skip it. Partly because my dad won't be around. So it'll be family dinner minus one. I think. I don't know. It doesn't matter, I already told my mum not to get me a cake and what not. I might sound like a depress little child right now. I don't mind having the spotlight all to my little sister for now. Need to get her a birthday present. Probably tomorrow.
What else is there?
Have you ever been in love with someone that it hurts? I have. And now I'm thinking why and how? Love is a strong word and most of the time it is overrated. But then again, who wouldn't overrate love? For a girl it means more than just a form of sentiment towards somebody. A girl may say they do not want flowers, they do not want presents, they do not want their boyfriend to be there 24/7, truth be told, in most cases that's not true. It IS when she thinks you are NOT the one she wana spend the rest of her life with. A girl would always want the attention. Mind you, here I am talking about the girls that wana spend the rest of her life with you. If you think your girl is cool for not being clingy most of the time, sorry to say dude, you're probably just her rebound or her toyboy.Boytoy?You get what I mean.
One piece of advise to girls out there, if you wana give full amount of lovey dovey heart love to a dude, just make sure you give it to the right guy. A guy that gives you back as much as what you give to him. If he gives you so much more, then he is definitely a keeper. You can bring him home to your Momma. I'm not too sure if I actually gave mine to the right person. I reckon I might've misplaced mine. Imagine you falling into quick sand. One thing for sure, it's hard to get out from it. If you panic and try to get yourself out when you're panicky you might drown and die. The only way is to calm yourself down and get out slowly. That is what happens when you donate your heart full of cotton candy love to the wrong person.
How do you know if you have the right guy? I would probably be the last person you would wana ask that. Heheh. You can pray to god. He knows everything, he's the one that gives you anything and everything. So yeah.
On a different note, installation of my exhibition is completed. Yeay me! Two Australians, Mark and Lawson plus Gary came Brunei to help us with the exhibition. Awesome and skillful guys they were. Gona miss them.The exhibition stuff are pretty cool. Can't wait to see the faces of the kids when they play with the exhibits. I believe they would enjoy it very much. Other than that, got some other stuff that needs to be sorted out. Again challenge accepted! :)
AND!I've been missing out on my trainings. Seriously. Not GOOD! I found out an interesting fact. Wait for it!
Strength training can actually boosts your performance in running. Hip hip hooray. That's one useful fact. The only problem now is, implementing it. Yikes.
This must be one of the longest post I have ever made. I know the shortest one is the one titled if you do not know what to say don't say anything. I practically didn't type anything. Hmm. I reckon depression kinda hit me that time. So I guess, thanks to those who actually read the whole thing. I personally think you are awesome.
Have a great night. Life's too short for you to spend it on something worthless. So look before you leap.
Bye
I am gonabe a little bit frank and bold with tonight's post. I do not care if some of you are gona judge me or perhaps think that I have a sad life. Or probably tweet about how lousy of a teacher I am. Let me say it now, I do not give a fuck. I am open to freedom of speech and you can go Fuck yourself.
Anyway, you know what I have not been doing for a really long time? Have a crush on a person. The last time I had a crush on a person was about 5 to 6 years ago? When was the last time you had a crush on a person? How do you differentiate between a crush and NOT a crush? You know that it's a crush when you like the guy, but you do not go out on a date with him, do not have his number and he makes you wonder if he knows your existence. Freaky, but yeah it's kinda true. You know it's a crush, when he passes by and smiles at you and says hi, you'd jump around like a hippy when he's out of sight. Funny but true. That was what happened to me when I had a crush on this dude. You know it's a crush, when you find out that he has a girlfriend and you become a tad sad and move on and still secretly thinks he's cute. That's a crush, a simple form of sentiment towards a person, whereby any agony results from the person being with somebody else wouldn't even kill a tiny bug. Simple and nice. As I was saying, it has been awhile since I've had a crush on somebody. Hmm..
And another thing that I have not done in awhile is go on a first date. The last time I went on a real first date was, I don't know, way before I entered uni. Damn. I kinda threw my social life away after I entered uni didn't I? How do you differentiate if it was a real first date or just a simple dinner or lunch? First, he would pick you up from home. And before you see him, you would actually have butterflies in your tummy and you would pick the right attire to wear precisely. Not to mention nervous and super excited. How do I know these things? That's what I felt on the very first 'first date' I had with this guy that I used to date. And it's a real first date when you actually like like the guy and actually waits for him to call you back. That first date would probably be the most proper 'first date' I have had, cause I can still remember it until now. I dated the guy only for a couple of months though, probably that is why the only thing I can remember about him is the first date that we had. Hehehe. I did go out for lunch with this dude a few months ago, we ended our lunch with an awkward hug. Hehehehe. That was funny. He didn't manage to give me that jittery feeling that I was looking for. So yeah. We are still friends, I guess we're cool.
Oh, how I miss. Life was simpler back then. I think. Now it's just like a crumpled paper with stains that I can't just get rid of. Gah! My birthday is coming, I'm not really looking forward for it. How I wish I can skip it. Partly because my dad won't be around. So it'll be family dinner minus one. I think. I don't know. It doesn't matter, I already told my mum not to get me a cake and what not. I might sound like a depress little child right now. I don't mind having the spotlight all to my little sister for now. Need to get her a birthday present. Probably tomorrow.
What else is there?
Have you ever been in love with someone that it hurts? I have. And now I'm thinking why and how? Love is a strong word and most of the time it is overrated. But then again, who wouldn't overrate love? For a girl it means more than just a form of sentiment towards somebody. A girl may say they do not want flowers, they do not want presents, they do not want their boyfriend to be there 24/7, truth be told, in most cases that's not true. It IS when she thinks you are NOT the one she wana spend the rest of her life with. A girl would always want the attention. Mind you, here I am talking about the girls that wana spend the rest of her life with you. If you think your girl is cool for not being clingy most of the time, sorry to say dude, you're probably just her rebound or her toyboy.Boytoy?You get what I mean.
One piece of advise to girls out there, if you wana give full amount of lovey dovey heart love to a dude, just make sure you give it to the right guy. A guy that gives you back as much as what you give to him. If he gives you so much more, then he is definitely a keeper. You can bring him home to your Momma. I'm not too sure if I actually gave mine to the right person. I reckon I might've misplaced mine. Imagine you falling into quick sand. One thing for sure, it's hard to get out from it. If you panic and try to get yourself out when you're panicky you might drown and die. The only way is to calm yourself down and get out slowly. That is what happens when you donate your heart full of cotton candy love to the wrong person.
How do you know if you have the right guy? I would probably be the last person you would wana ask that. Heheh. You can pray to god. He knows everything, he's the one that gives you anything and everything. So yeah.
On a different note, installation of my exhibition is completed. Yeay me! Two Australians, Mark and Lawson plus Gary came Brunei to help us with the exhibition. Awesome and skillful guys they were. Gona miss them.The exhibition stuff are pretty cool. Can't wait to see the faces of the kids when they play with the exhibits. I believe they would enjoy it very much. Other than that, got some other stuff that needs to be sorted out. Again challenge accepted! :)
AND!I've been missing out on my trainings. Seriously. Not GOOD! I found out an interesting fact. Wait for it!
Strength training can actually boosts your performance in running. Hip hip hooray. That's one useful fact. The only problem now is, implementing it. Yikes.
This must be one of the longest post I have ever made. I know the shortest one is the one titled if you do not know what to say don't say anything. I practically didn't type anything. Hmm. I reckon depression kinda hit me that time. So I guess, thanks to those who actually read the whole thing. I personally think you are awesome.
Have a great night. Life's too short for you to spend it on something worthless. So look before you leap.
Bye
15 Apr 2012
You can get addicted to a certain kind of sadness
This is good music:
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know
Now and then I think of all the times you screwed me over
Part of me believing it was always something that I'd done
But I don't wanna live that way
Reading into every word you say
You said that you could let it go
And I wouldn't catch you hung up on somebody that you used to know
10 Apr 2012
Dear Self
This is retweeted:
3 things you cannot recover in life: the word after it is said, the moment after it is missed and the time after it is gone.
I saw a video posted by Brunei Tweet created by a group of people fighting against teenage bullying and suicide. The project so happens to be called The Nina Project. You never thought how a simple word may draw such a big impact on a person emotionally.
I've said some things which I regret saying, I've done things which I'm not proud of and I've missed out on good opportunities due to my carelessness and ignorance. Quoted from a friend " Dear Self, I apologize..". And to the person I've said mean things to " Dear you, I apologize..".There are times when I wished that I could turn back time. But I know better that it is not possible and I know that there are reasons behind every happenings. Not everyday life is good. Not everyday it's rainbows and butterflies. But that doesn't mean you're just gona let yourself fall and cry right?
On a different note, I get agitated easily these days. Even when people messes up the office table or the office counter it really gets to me. And the weird thing is I've moved pass my PMS period. Damn.
Btw I clocked 10km in about 1 hr 15 minutes. Not too shabby for a first timer I reckon. My mum used to do marathons and cross countries. *Yes I know. It's hard to believe, but yeah, she kinda did all these things even before slim and small mobile phones were invented* Now I know why she likes doing these things. It is kinda fun. At the same time it forces you to keep fit. Will be doing the 6km for the HSBC runwalkcycle. I think it'll be more fun since we'll be running at night, will register soon. If you haven't lets do it together. :)
Before I go, this is dedicated to you.
3 things you cannot recover in life: the word after it is said, the moment after it is missed and the time after it is gone.
I saw a video posted by Brunei Tweet created by a group of people fighting against teenage bullying and suicide. The project so happens to be called The Nina Project. You never thought how a simple word may draw such a big impact on a person emotionally.
I've said some things which I regret saying, I've done things which I'm not proud of and I've missed out on good opportunities due to my carelessness and ignorance. Quoted from a friend " Dear Self, I apologize..". And to the person I've said mean things to " Dear you, I apologize..".There are times when I wished that I could turn back time. But I know better that it is not possible and I know that there are reasons behind every happenings. Not everyday life is good. Not everyday it's rainbows and butterflies. But that doesn't mean you're just gona let yourself fall and cry right?
On a different note, I get agitated easily these days. Even when people messes up the office table or the office counter it really gets to me. And the weird thing is I've moved pass my PMS period. Damn.
Btw I clocked 10km in about 1 hr 15 minutes. Not too shabby for a first timer I reckon. My mum used to do marathons and cross countries. *Yes I know. It's hard to believe, but yeah, she kinda did all these things even before slim and small mobile phones were invented* Now I know why she likes doing these things. It is kinda fun. At the same time it forces you to keep fit. Will be doing the 6km for the HSBC runwalkcycle. I think it'll be more fun since we'll be running at night, will register soon. If you haven't lets do it together. :)
Before I go, this is dedicated to you.
4 Apr 2012
Monkey Butt
You know, as you grow older you come across all these types of people with different characters and attitudes. Some are nice some are just blurghh, they make you wince like there's no tomorrow.
From high school to uni to work, you can imagine the transition of "friends" you'd come across.
Truth be told, there are only a handful of good people on this earth. Authentically, genuinely a good person at heart. I am yet to find one though. A super nice person I mean.
I had a long day today and it wasn't too good. I bought a pair of purple crocs and my mum was like saying "did you get another crocs?" I was like thinking my blue shoe ripped and I reckon she was the one who threw it away and don't even remember doing it. What choice do I have, I needed a comfortable flats and crocs was my best option. Those things are quite pricey though. Oh well. Don't get me wrong, that wasn't the thing that was making my day slightly crappy than usual. Moms will always be moms, that's all I can say.
I don't get how certain people think sometimes.There are times when I think too much about it I end up thinking probably I'm the one with the problem. There are people who are just too ignorant with the things that comes out from their mouth. Senseless , irrational things just spurts out and it's either they do not realize it or they just "pretend" not to realize it. I admit I am not that nice of a person I can be stupid senseless or irresponsible at times but I do always try to better myself or maybe atleast try not to do it you know. Cause a normal person would be able to sense inappropriate or irrational actions and would actually withdraw or withhold themselves from doing these indecent actions. Sadly, there are people who are, I don't even know what's the word, who are like monkey butts! I would like to say morons, probably that would be too harsh, I'm just gonna stick to monkey butt.
You put a monkey butt with a person like me in a room, you'll get an angry ambiance. Half the time a monkey butt would say nonsense and he or she wouldn't even realize it.
Have you ever been so angry that your heart actually raced and your face gets hot?
I reckon this is another test for me from god. I've had a good share of a series of unfortunate events. He has something for me at the end of the line. Something good I know. Its normal for a human to have to put up with nonsense before the good things come along.
I overdosed myself with Easyway. Not too sure if that's fine or not.
That's a wrap. Goodnight.
From high school to uni to work, you can imagine the transition of "friends" you'd come across.
Truth be told, there are only a handful of good people on this earth. Authentically, genuinely a good person at heart. I am yet to find one though. A super nice person I mean.
I had a long day today and it wasn't too good. I bought a pair of purple crocs and my mum was like saying "did you get another crocs?" I was like thinking my blue shoe ripped and I reckon she was the one who threw it away and don't even remember doing it. What choice do I have, I needed a comfortable flats and crocs was my best option. Those things are quite pricey though. Oh well. Don't get me wrong, that wasn't the thing that was making my day slightly crappy than usual. Moms will always be moms, that's all I can say.
I don't get how certain people think sometimes.There are times when I think too much about it I end up thinking probably I'm the one with the problem. There are people who are just too ignorant with the things that comes out from their mouth. Senseless , irrational things just spurts out and it's either they do not realize it or they just "pretend" not to realize it. I admit I am not that nice of a person I can be stupid senseless or irresponsible at times but I do always try to better myself or maybe atleast try not to do it you know. Cause a normal person would be able to sense inappropriate or irrational actions and would actually withdraw or withhold themselves from doing these indecent actions. Sadly, there are people who are, I don't even know what's the word, who are like monkey butts! I would like to say morons, probably that would be too harsh, I'm just gonna stick to monkey butt.
You put a monkey butt with a person like me in a room, you'll get an angry ambiance. Half the time a monkey butt would say nonsense and he or she wouldn't even realize it.
Have you ever been so angry that your heart actually raced and your face gets hot?
I reckon this is another test for me from god. I've had a good share of a series of unfortunate events. He has something for me at the end of the line. Something good I know. Its normal for a human to have to put up with nonsense before the good things come along.
I overdosed myself with Easyway. Not too sure if that's fine or not.
That's a wrap. Goodnight.
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