Annoyed to the bones

I am annoyed. Seriously. I might as well run the place my self. Sheesh!

With Love

As you can see I actually took the initiative to change the background design of my blog. As if I have all the free time in the world. And as of now I'm thinking of going to the saloon for a hair treatment. Should I? It has been awhile, since I've gone to the saloon. And I'm running out of shampoo. Need to get a set.

So should I go or should I not? I am kinda sleepy, prolly a nap would be a better choice. I was planning to send my lecturer my project's progress report. For whatever reason my brain feels exhausted. It prefers catering for nonsense like contemplating to go to the saloon.

I'm not going to write much again today. I think I should reserve all this thinking energy for better things.

Toodles.

With Love, Yours Truly.

And so its April

So hello, here I am composing this post using our new desktop at home which I bought for my sister's 14th birthday. Or is it 15th birthday?

The monitor is flatter than my laptop and it runs on windows 8 and the keyboard is as soft as a fuffly sponge. Loving it much. Makes me wana do my work here. And the monitor is HD which makes watching a hd movie a whole new experience here.

I have the crossfit games website on. They finished off the crossfit open afew days ago doing the 13.5. Chest to bar and thrusters. Camille took the first place. She's now technically the fittest woman on the planet. Just today I watched the last match, very inspiring. It was sad how when I was watching the match I was feeding on AyamKu. All this work is making me eat like a pig. But not to worry, exam's coming. Hence, three months holiday will kick in soon. I can't wait. Gona go back to the gym and kill those clean and jerks again. Oh how I miss. Everyone has their favorite game in the gym. I love doing my legs. Leg day has got to be my favorite. For one thing, my legs are the strongest part of my body. My skinny arms bring me nothing but disappointments during weight lifting. And I love the feeling of having my pants fitting on nicely. And lots of leg training can enhance your running. That's what I experience though. I can run, if not faster but longer.

May please come faster.

Til then. I shall leave you here.

Goodnight.

Source of inspiration

Hello,

How is everyone doing?

I'm doing ok. Just today we received the deadline for our mini project. My heart skipped a beat when I saw my lecturer's mail. I am about 26 pages away from finishing. Plus two other assignments that needs to be done. I reckon I'll manage. Just today I saw a friend posting on her facebook saying that she managed to complete a 90 paged report within 24 hours. I have about a month plus. I should be able to do it right? Right?

I keep reminding myself that God does not give a person something more than what they can handle. I believe I should be able to complete this. One semester is almost done, three more to go. Everything will be done before I know it.

I'm gona go watch Big Bang Theory before going back to writing up assumptions on having geothermal energy in Brunei. And this is for inspiration. Hehe.

Til next time.

Off day

Hello!

How is everyone doing? People around me are getting sick only God knows how hard I try not to be one of them. Not too sure if I'm succeeding there's just too much of them. Prolly I need to take my fish oil after this.

Anyhoots, its Friday morning and I am not working.  It feels kinda odd. Woke up with a bad stomachache luckily it has dissipated in a way. Atleast I got time to do my project and prolly later an exercise or two for tonight's class.

There are days when I feel like I wana just give up and roll around on the floor cause it frustrates me when I can't do something. Especially with my mini project, 8 units mini project. Right! I don't think they know what the word mini stands for. I can do the project, not saying that I can't. I'm just facing a problem with the tool that I have to use. The tool called LEAP is suppose to give the forecast-ed value using the data that I have. And I seem to not know how to do that. I have an idea how, but it does not seem logically. I can write as much stuff as I can, but the graphs still count I suppose. I should ask for help from Emma.

I've been wondering, does it mean something when you've decided to leave a person he or she still comes back. They say, when someone comes back to you, the person is yours. I wonder if that's true.

Hmm..

One of those days

Hi..

The last time I was in here was in January.

It is safe to say that my schedule is tight. I have not been working out and I've been eating like crazy.

I am currently on a break from doing my 10 paged essay about geothermal energy. My god this stuff is boring. I was never the type that writes lengthy essays except when it comes to writing about yours truly. I'm on my 3rd page, hoping to get til the fifth page, I gotta have strong will power to achieve that, at this point I'm not too sure if I can.

There are days when I wana cry cause I have too much stuff that I need to do and that I don't know why I put myself in this. I suppose something good will come up. God is fair. HE knows what's best. I don't juggle well, not yet. SO I have no other choice but to take one day at a time.

Things have changed ever since the calendar entered the year 2013. Some are just odd. It makes me wonder what the end of the line is gonabe like. I'll share it with you once things are clearer and if I actually feel like it.

I am gona stop now. Can't write much. Gotta save time for the more important stuff. Like going for SEAFOOD. HEEHEE...and ofcourse add more stuff on my essay sheet.

Toodles.

Standards

I have been disappointed with quite a number of people lately. Me inclusive.

My brother says I set too much standards on everything. I should be settling for alot less and I should be expecting alot lesser as well. On things and on human beings. I beg to differ. I believe that these standards define who you are and how you want to lead your life. And I believe that a person has a choice to improve themselves to pull themselves up to a certain standard? Am I not right?

I am not saying that I only want great good things in life. I still accept mistakes, failures and what not. Lets take a person as an example. Say a person makes a mistake, mistakes done by a person is actually the result of a person's bad judgement at that particular moment usually. I would accept these mistakes but I would expect the person to do something about it and not do the same shit all over again. It's just commonsense isn't it? Having certain standards help you to be cautious about certain things. Another example is, accepting a man in your life. To be saying I love you endlessly does not mean anything to me until I see actions. That's my standard. You don't just go around saying I love you and you need me and you  cry over some other girl just because you feel like it. Well that's just a figure of speech. Do not quote me on that one.

I have standards because I do not want to end up being hurt or hurting anyone. I have standards because I want to deliver something outstanding not something being done half heartedly.

I was also told that I go for guys that has looks. That's not fully true though. The guys I like happened to be body builders..I DID NOT scout for bodybuilders. I wouldnt mind going for a guy that has a decent look as long as he's clean looking to my eyes. That's it. And every guy has a chance to look good as long as he knows how to take care of himself. You think all good looking guys are good looking because they are born that way? They work their ass off to look good. Watch their food, work out day and night. I don't know where I'm going with this one actually. But my point is I am not shallow when it comes to picking guys.

On another note, it was weird how I was day dreaming about having a baby. The only thing that's stalling me right now is the fact that I need a husband to have a baby. GAH! If only I can skip the whole dating and getting married process and just have a cute chubby baby that plays and sleeps with me. While I was day dreaming I was thinking of adopting a parentless baby. But then what if I accidentally adopted a devil baby.

Chubby Baby