If Only

Hellew.

It is now the 16th of Ramadhan. Time flies when your having fun.

Not much has happened. Basically just the usuals. Work and more work. My presentation is coming close. Im not even sure if I ever did mention about my presentation before this. Got some slides ready gotta finish it soon. The dry run will be on Tuesday. So yea.

I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately. Til it actually reached a point where I have bad dreams about the things I think about. Damn. I have a feeling today's post is gona get a little emotional and sad. You may leave if you want to. Heheh.

Things have been a lil uneasy for me. I dont know why though. I'm gona be a lil vague. So for you who is still reading this post might as well not read it. Cause you might just get yourself confused. Heheh. Its been awhile since I've been totally open with my friends or even my family. Like talk about stuff that's bothering me and shit. I think that is why I feel this way. My guy is around yea. But I dont think he would understand anyway. He has his own problems to think about. I would be lieing if I say I never wished he would actually understand. The festive season is getting close I hope it'll die down. This uneasy feeling of mine.

At times I'm just confuse and I really wish I could see what the future brings me.

Sigh. Oh well..

First Ramadhan

It is now Ramadhan. A month has passsed since I started working and I'm starting to enjoy what I do very much.

Not everthing you want you can get. Therefore you gotta make the best out of everything.

There's just so much to tell. Too bad everything just slipped my mind as the days passed by. Gona have a presention soon at work. Maybe in 2 to 3 weeks time. Gotta start looking for information. I never presented infront of BOSSES before. This ought to be fun. I think.

Im enjoying the ramadhan though it has only been a day. Despite my stomachache just now the season is always very exciting. I think it's because raya is just the next month.

The rain is pouring cats and dogs. Gona switch off the internet for awhile.

Catch you later.