24 Nov 2010

Understand

How to make people understand?

As it stands, I simply can't. Maybe its just the way I say things?

One example, when I teach. I say the same thing about 10 times my students still don't get what I'm trying to make them understand.SIGH.

Another example is, to make HIM understand. Im guessing even if I were to write a million words essay on what I want him to understand I dont think he will ever understand.SIGH.

If only I can crawl out of my skin and just go to a happy place and never to return. I'm not sad or anything.I just wish people would actually stop and think and comprehend what I'm trying to say.

I have something planned out this weekend. Hopefully that will take my mind off things for abit.

Gotta work on my sample.Unfortunately I cant think properly. Who is to blame? SH*T

18 Nov 2010

Pronto

My lappy keeps on acting up on me!!!Gowdddd...

Anyhoots,helleww..

U noe how I always begin my post with nothing much has happened yedder yedder yedder...Well not tonight. I got chunks of stuff to do before december ends. Awesome yes. Stressful yes.

One of the many things that I'm working on (eseh) is I got this offer to produce a book. Can't really elaborate on how what and when. But what I can say now is, my brain is basically nothing but a hollow black hole. I simply just do not know where to begin and how to begin. I did some readings and looked up for some stuff from the internet and ended up getting more confused.Most prolly Rahim would know how to do this.I think.I'm not sure. He seems like a person who can do everything tho.Who is Rahim? He is one of the section leaders in our department. A very charismatic intellectual outstanding middle aged man. Whom I wish to be like one day. Heheh.

Anyway, I need inspiration pronto!!

9 Nov 2010

Maybe just maybe

She stood there as her tears dropped.

She called out for help but she was screaming in silence.

She then sat, her visions blurry, thinking that maybe its just time.

For her to be independant for her to survive, on her own, unguarded, unprotected.

It maybe tough, maybe just maybe it is what's worth doing.

There's more to life than this she figured.

And so she said goodbye my friend, goodbye my lover.

Here is where the story ends.

8 Nov 2010

DOT

I spy with my little eye..

I shall just stand and keep watching