A lil something written for you

Making my way through the journey of life


The ups and downs the bitter sweet


Of what might be between you and me


The mind whispers to the tiny heart


Could he be my savior to be?


The heart says nothing as it gave only continuous thuds


As ambiguous as the heart might be the mind understands


What the future holds is in god’s hands


Every night the mind prays, spilling gratitude to the ALMIGHTY


Hoping this could be what has planned for her til eternity.

Yours truely.

You can't always get what you want

The video was made specifically for me by my all time comrade Pei Yuen. Thank you gurl. We are the champions.Hahaha.

In a few hours time I'll be packing my bags heading back home.This time for good.*Inshaallah*Nomore going back to the hostel.I hate to admit it but it's kinda sad.Anyhoots,life has to go on.

I'm not sure what I'll be doing this coming 3 months. To be honest,I absolutely have no idea what I'll be doing in the future.Everything seem so far fetch.I have a feeling I'm gona end up doing what I don't really wana do.You can't always get what you want. Although, you'll always get what you need. And this is true.It happens to me everytime.God has a way of not spoiling you.HE would always want whats best for you.So Im thankful for whatever it is that I currently have.

I've mentioned a list of things to do in one of my previous post.I wonder if it'll ever happen. I can be a lazybum at times. Honestly,most of the time. After watching IP man I'm really keen to enroll myself into a kick-boxing class. The boyfie is a big bully * trust me when I say this. He would bully you till you cry*. Maybe after afew trainings I can beat him up everytime he bullies me.*If possible*

It has been months since I've jogged. I can feel the belly expanding itself.*Why can't you ever stay in shape??*A sign that I have to go back running.I guess I will when I'm back in KB.I'll bring Miza along.

What else is there?Maybe I'll upload afew random pictures for you to see.

Oh before I forget.The boyfie became the coach for UBD's debate team. There will be a debate competition held by the University and Shell together. Hope it'll turn out well for them.Too bad he can't be in the team itself.

It has been 4 years

Finally I am work free!!After 4 years of degree.Damn.



I finally handed in my final year project report. God, the project was like dragging the energy out of me. It was a one year project, doing it felt as if it needs a life time for it to be completed.



Nevertheless, my four years of educational journey was really worth while.I met lots of different types of people. I met new friends*whom are marvellous*, studied new things*and I came to realize im not good in stats*, met a guy and fell in love*Classic.yes yes I know*, did many new things *i think*, got to bond with lecturers*hopefully,will give me good grades this semester*.It has been four years. Seem like yesterday I came to UBD and got lost in the uni's compound finding my classroom. Now that I know the place inside out, it aint that big.



Each year there is always one crazy thing to always remember.Isn't that great?Good times and the bad. Now that time has past its as if it never happened. I guess that's just how things work.



I guess I'm gona have to start opening up a new book.Coz this current book is finishing.



Thank You ALLAH the almighty for giving me good health up til today. Without HIM who am I?Without HIM I won't be here today.



Went out to the movies today.*after so long*Me and Fadhli went out to watch IP Man.It was worth my 12 bucks.No regrets there!!It was terrific.

It's a must watch.

Gotta go shower now.Going to go back KB tomorrow.Gona miss spending endless time with the boyfie.

Stressed Out

What I'm currently feeling.

A million things run through my head everytime I'm about to go to sleep. Will I manage will I not? Will I finish studying will I not?What should I study next?Are the things I revised still in my head. It's nerve wrecking and I can feel some of my nuerons in the brain disconnecting from one another.*sigh* It hurts to wanabe somebody.Nothing comes for free.So yea.

I hope I'll make this through. Nothing feels better than seeing good results printed on your result slip.God please be with me.