Hello,
How is everyone doing?
I'm doing ok. Just today we received the deadline for our mini project. My heart skipped a beat when I saw my lecturer's mail. I am about 26 pages away from finishing. Plus two other assignments that needs to be done. I reckon I'll manage. Just today I saw a friend posting on her facebook saying that she managed to complete a 90 paged report within 24 hours. I have about a month plus. I should be able to do it right? Right?
I keep reminding myself that God does not give a person something more than what they can handle. I believe I should be able to complete this. One semester is almost done, three more to go. Everything will be done before I know it.
I'm gona go watch Big Bang Theory before going back to writing up assumptions on having geothermal energy in Brunei. And this is for inspiration. Hehe.
Til next time.
23 Mar 2013
8 Mar 2013
Off day
Hello!
How is everyone doing? People around me are getting sick only God knows how hard I try not to be one of them. Not too sure if I'm succeeding there's just too much of them. Prolly I need to take my fish oil after this.
Anyhoots, its Friday morning and I am not working. It feels kinda odd. Woke up with a bad stomachache luckily it has dissipated in a way. Atleast I got time to do my project and prolly later an exercise or two for tonight's class.
There are days when I feel like I wana just give up and roll around on the floor cause it frustrates me when I can't do something. Especially with my mini project, 8 units mini project. Right! I don't think they know what the word mini stands for. I can do the project, not saying that I can't. I'm just facing a problem with the tool that I have to use. The tool called LEAP is suppose to give the forecast-ed value using the data that I have. And I seem to not know how to do that. I have an idea how, but it does not seem logically. I can write as much stuff as I can, but the graphs still count I suppose. I should ask for help from Emma.
I've been wondering, does it mean something when you've decided to leave a person he or she still comes back. They say, when someone comes back to you, the person is yours. I wonder if that's true.
Hmm..
How is everyone doing? People around me are getting sick only God knows how hard I try not to be one of them. Not too sure if I'm succeeding there's just too much of them. Prolly I need to take my fish oil after this.
Anyhoots, its Friday morning and I am not working. It feels kinda odd. Woke up with a bad stomachache luckily it has dissipated in a way. Atleast I got time to do my project and prolly later an exercise or two for tonight's class.
There are days when I feel like I wana just give up and roll around on the floor cause it frustrates me when I can't do something. Especially with my mini project, 8 units mini project. Right! I don't think they know what the word mini stands for. I can do the project, not saying that I can't. I'm just facing a problem with the tool that I have to use. The tool called LEAP is suppose to give the forecast-ed value using the data that I have. And I seem to not know how to do that. I have an idea how, but it does not seem logically. I can write as much stuff as I can, but the graphs still count I suppose. I should ask for help from Emma.
I've been wondering, does it mean something when you've decided to leave a person he or she still comes back. They say, when someone comes back to you, the person is yours. I wonder if that's true.
Hmm..
3 Mar 2013
One of those days
Hi..
The last time I was in here was in January.
It is safe to say that my schedule is tight. I have not been working out and I've been eating like crazy.
I am currently on a break from doing my 10 paged essay about geothermal energy. My god this stuff is boring. I was never the type that writes lengthy essays except when it comes to writing about yours truly. I'm on my 3rd page, hoping to get til the fifth page, I gotta have strong will power to achieve that, at this point I'm not too sure if I can.
There are days when I wana cry cause I have too much stuff that I need to do and that I don't know why I put myself in this. I suppose something good will come up. God is fair. HE knows what's best. I don't juggle well, not yet. SO I have no other choice but to take one day at a time.
Things have changed ever since the calendar entered the year 2013. Some are just odd. It makes me wonder what the end of the line is gonabe like. I'll share it with you once things are clearer and if I actually feel like it.
I am gona stop now. Can't write much. Gotta save time for the more important stuff. Like going for SEAFOOD. HEEHEE...and ofcourse add more stuff on my essay sheet.
Toodles.
The last time I was in here was in January.
It is safe to say that my schedule is tight. I have not been working out and I've been eating like crazy.
I am currently on a break from doing my 10 paged essay about geothermal energy. My god this stuff is boring. I was never the type that writes lengthy essays except when it comes to writing about yours truly. I'm on my 3rd page, hoping to get til the fifth page, I gotta have strong will power to achieve that, at this point I'm not too sure if I can.
There are days when I wana cry cause I have too much stuff that I need to do and that I don't know why I put myself in this. I suppose something good will come up. God is fair. HE knows what's best. I don't juggle well, not yet. SO I have no other choice but to take one day at a time.
Things have changed ever since the calendar entered the year 2013. Some are just odd. It makes me wonder what the end of the line is gonabe like. I'll share it with you once things are clearer and if I actually feel like it.
I am gona stop now. Can't write much. Gotta save time for the more important stuff. Like going for SEAFOOD. HEEHEE...and ofcourse add more stuff on my essay sheet.
Toodles.
26 Jan 2013
Standards
I have been disappointed with quite a number of people lately. Me inclusive.
My brother says I set too much standards on everything. I should be settling for alot less and I should be expecting alot lesser as well. On things and on human beings. I beg to differ. I believe that these standards define who you are and how you want to lead your life. And I believe that a person has a choice to improve themselves to pull themselves up to a certain standard? Am I not right?
I am not saying that I only want great good things in life. I still accept mistakes, failures and what not. Lets take a person as an example. Say a person makes a mistake, mistakes done by a person is actually the result of a person's bad judgement at that particular moment usually. I would accept these mistakes but I would expect the person to do something about it and not do the same shit all over again. It's just commonsense isn't it? Having certain standards help you to be cautious about certain things. Another example is, accepting a man in your life. To be saying I love you endlessly does not mean anything to me until I see actions. That's my standard. You don't just go around saying I love you and you need me and you cry over some other girl just because you feel like it. Well that's just a figure of speech. Do not quote me on that one.
I have standards because I do not want to end up being hurt or hurting anyone. I have standards because I want to deliver something outstanding not something being done half heartedly.
I was also told that I go for guys that has looks. That's not fully true though. The guys I like happened to be body builders..I DID NOT scout for bodybuilders. I wouldnt mind going for a guy that has a decent look as long as he's clean looking to my eyes. That's it. And every guy has a chance to look good as long as he knows how to take care of himself. You think all good looking guys are good looking because they are born that way? They work their ass off to look good. Watch their food, work out day and night. I don't know where I'm going with this one actually. But my point is I am not shallow when it comes to picking guys.
On another note, it was weird how I was day dreaming about having a baby. The only thing that's stalling me right now is the fact that I need a husband to have a baby. GAH! If only I can skip the whole dating and getting married process and just have a cute chubby baby that plays and sleeps with me. While I was day dreaming I was thinking of adopting a parentless baby. But then what if I accidentally adopted a devil baby.
My brother says I set too much standards on everything. I should be settling for alot less and I should be expecting alot lesser as well. On things and on human beings. I beg to differ. I believe that these standards define who you are and how you want to lead your life. And I believe that a person has a choice to improve themselves to pull themselves up to a certain standard? Am I not right?
I am not saying that I only want great good things in life. I still accept mistakes, failures and what not. Lets take a person as an example. Say a person makes a mistake, mistakes done by a person is actually the result of a person's bad judgement at that particular moment usually. I would accept these mistakes but I would expect the person to do something about it and not do the same shit all over again. It's just commonsense isn't it? Having certain standards help you to be cautious about certain things. Another example is, accepting a man in your life. To be saying I love you endlessly does not mean anything to me until I see actions. That's my standard. You don't just go around saying I love you and you need me and you cry over some other girl just because you feel like it. Well that's just a figure of speech. Do not quote me on that one.
I have standards because I do not want to end up being hurt or hurting anyone. I have standards because I want to deliver something outstanding not something being done half heartedly.
I was also told that I go for guys that has looks. That's not fully true though. The guys I like happened to be body builders..I DID NOT scout for bodybuilders. I wouldnt mind going for a guy that has a decent look as long as he's clean looking to my eyes. That's it. And every guy has a chance to look good as long as he knows how to take care of himself. You think all good looking guys are good looking because they are born that way? They work their ass off to look good. Watch their food, work out day and night. I don't know where I'm going with this one actually. But my point is I am not shallow when it comes to picking guys.
On another note, it was weird how I was day dreaming about having a baby. The only thing that's stalling me right now is the fact that I need a husband to have a baby. GAH! If only I can skip the whole dating and getting married process and just have a cute chubby baby that plays and sleeps with me. While I was day dreaming I was thinking of adopting a parentless baby. But then what if I accidentally adopted a devil baby.
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Chubby Baby |
19 Jan 2013
YOLO
Hello and Happy New Year Everybodeh!
I'm 19 days late, I suppose it's fine. No one cares.
I am currently at work, the brain refuse to produce anything good for the time being, so I figured maybe I should write something.
I was just working on the new website for the company. Bleghh I should say. I'm loving the whole marketing thing it's just that it takes awhile to get completed. And you can sit for 4 hours and you are not even close to being half way done.
The boss asked to use this website generator called WEEBLY. It's super easy and I think I've fallen in love with it. It does give me some sort of annoyance once in awhile though. If you actually have your fingers on it you'll get what I mean. Not forgetting photoshop. I have to get myself familiar with photoshop. My goodness, it is not a simple software. It is if you know how to use it I suppose. It has so many tools that I think you need years to master.
The down side of being in this department is, apart from having to be good at photoshop is the sitting down for hours and just staring at your computer. It gives a really bad back pain. I am having one now. :(
And oh yes, I have started with classes. I can say I am intimidated to the bones. And I will still be teaching. Not too sure how I'll do, kinda have to just suck it!
So I'll be juggling work, school, tuition and gym. Yeappyyy..
Well.. YOLO.
I'm 19 days late, I suppose it's fine. No one cares.
I am currently at work, the brain refuse to produce anything good for the time being, so I figured maybe I should write something.
I was just working on the new website for the company. Bleghh I should say. I'm loving the whole marketing thing it's just that it takes awhile to get completed. And you can sit for 4 hours and you are not even close to being half way done.
The boss asked to use this website generator called WEEBLY. It's super easy and I think I've fallen in love with it. It does give me some sort of annoyance once in awhile though. If you actually have your fingers on it you'll get what I mean. Not forgetting photoshop. I have to get myself familiar with photoshop. My goodness, it is not a simple software. It is if you know how to use it I suppose. It has so many tools that I think you need years to master.
The down side of being in this department is, apart from having to be good at photoshop is the sitting down for hours and just staring at your computer. It gives a really bad back pain. I am having one now. :(
And oh yes, I have started with classes. I can say I am intimidated to the bones. And I will still be teaching. Not too sure how I'll do, kinda have to just suck it!
So I'll be juggling work, school, tuition and gym. Yeappyyy..
Well.. YOLO.
25 Dec 2012
Smiley Face
It's christmas day today. I had a good day of sleeping and resting. Probably I'm gona go back to working on my brochure for the work place. We'll see.
Now that I am the marketing coordinator I have been working on things like updating the facebook, the website, doing the press release and I reckon alot more. Since 2013 is just days away there will be alot to cover. Well, provided the other department has something for me publicized about. Now that I write stuff to promote the company I have to improve my english interms of writing and speaking. I can write or speak proper english but then again there's always room for improvements.
I received a good news few days ago. I applied for master about 6 months ago and just recently I have received an offer letter form the university. My course starts January next year and I have nothing prepared. Since I will be doing it part time I have to arrange my work schedule and classes and as of now I have no idea how that is gona turn out. I blame the uni for not coming back to me soon enough regarding my application. I had to go up and down the uni just to check with them about my application. This is exactly what I am afraid of. I am restricted to just days to get things sorted out and I do not look forward to driving up and down bandar to just to have things clarified. Because I know the people that I will be liaising will not give me the exact answer just like that. How do I know this? That's because that's what I experienced with my application and when I asked about if I can do the course that I applied for part-time.
But whatever it is, I shall work for it and get things sorted out no matter what it takes.
I can't really imagine how things are gonabe like, to be working and studying at the same time. If I really think about it, kinda suicidal. But I've worked two jobs before, so it should be fine right? Truth be told I am quite nervous about the whole thing. But then again I kinda have to grow some balls and face it.It would be a lie if I say I'm not excited at all, I am though, very!
My good girlfriend is getting married soon. SO happy for her. And the other friend that just got married recently is now expecting a baby. So nice. We all have something to look forward to next year and I am very excited for everybody. May 2013 bring us prosperity and joy all year round. Insha allah.
I had so much more to share, but I can't seem to recall what they are.
Oh yes, I know how to kip now. Do hundred skips without feeling sucky afterwards and I can do the monkey bar!! AND, I went for my first kickboxing class last week and it was super awesome!! Loved it! I feel alot stronger now though I have not been watching my food as much, which is not good, will definitely work on that.
I can say my 2012 has thought me alot. I had my ups and downs, that's life for you right. Will end this post with some pictures just to show you how giddy I am inside. Tee hee..
For once I am happy and it's not because of a GUY. Interesting.
That is all for tonight I guess. Night night all.
Now that I am the marketing coordinator I have been working on things like updating the facebook, the website, doing the press release and I reckon alot more. Since 2013 is just days away there will be alot to cover. Well, provided the other department has something for me publicized about. Now that I write stuff to promote the company I have to improve my english interms of writing and speaking. I can write or speak proper english but then again there's always room for improvements.
I received a good news few days ago. I applied for master about 6 months ago and just recently I have received an offer letter form the university. My course starts January next year and I have nothing prepared. Since I will be doing it part time I have to arrange my work schedule and classes and as of now I have no idea how that is gona turn out. I blame the uni for not coming back to me soon enough regarding my application. I had to go up and down the uni just to check with them about my application. This is exactly what I am afraid of. I am restricted to just days to get things sorted out and I do not look forward to driving up and down bandar to just to have things clarified. Because I know the people that I will be liaising will not give me the exact answer just like that. How do I know this? That's because that's what I experienced with my application and when I asked about if I can do the course that I applied for part-time.
But whatever it is, I shall work for it and get things sorted out no matter what it takes.
I can't really imagine how things are gonabe like, to be working and studying at the same time. If I really think about it, kinda suicidal. But I've worked two jobs before, so it should be fine right? Truth be told I am quite nervous about the whole thing. But then again I kinda have to grow some balls and face it.It would be a lie if I say I'm not excited at all, I am though, very!
My good girlfriend is getting married soon. SO happy for her. And the other friend that just got married recently is now expecting a baby. So nice. We all have something to look forward to next year and I am very excited for everybody. May 2013 bring us prosperity and joy all year round. Insha allah.
I had so much more to share, but I can't seem to recall what they are.
Oh yes, I know how to kip now. Do hundred skips without feeling sucky afterwards and I can do the monkey bar!! AND, I went for my first kickboxing class last week and it was super awesome!! Loved it! I feel alot stronger now though I have not been watching my food as much, which is not good, will definitely work on that.
I can say my 2012 has thought me alot. I had my ups and downs, that's life for you right. Will end this post with some pictures just to show you how giddy I am inside. Tee hee..
For once I am happy and it's not because of a GUY. Interesting.
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First ARTWORK by yours truly. I cheated a little though, Hehe |
That is all for tonight I guess. Night night all.
15 Dec 2012
I did it
Hello Dear Readers,
How u doin?
It has been a good week for me. Did Let's Extreme, which means I traveled the whole four district in 2 days confined. Managed to run my camp that I chaired. Brought the campers to Pusat Insani and HPC and it was great. And just tonight I found out that there is green apple jelly again! Woot!
It was a tiring week but I had lots of fun. Gotta go back to reality though. Oh the only sad thing that happened is, my phone broke down, now I'm trying to figure out where to send to have it fixed.
Oh and SUPA SAVE is opened. I'm loving it! I can get Dr Pepper anytime I want now and there wouldn't be any 15% mark ups. Lovve it!
I have a feeling that it's gonabe a short post for tonight. I am already kinda sleepy.
I have a big plan coming ahead. Hopefully I'm making the right choice. I'm really terrified that is all I can say.
So Yeah. Nite nite.
How u doin?
It has been a good week for me. Did Let's Extreme, which means I traveled the whole four district in 2 days confined. Managed to run my camp that I chaired. Brought the campers to Pusat Insani and HPC and it was great. And just tonight I found out that there is green apple jelly again! Woot!
It was a tiring week but I had lots of fun. Gotta go back to reality though. Oh the only sad thing that happened is, my phone broke down, now I'm trying to figure out where to send to have it fixed.
Oh and SUPA SAVE is opened. I'm loving it! I can get Dr Pepper anytime I want now and there wouldn't be any 15% mark ups. Lovve it!
I have a feeling that it's gonabe a short post for tonight. I am already kinda sleepy.
I have a big plan coming ahead. Hopefully I'm making the right choice. I'm really terrified that is all I can say.
So Yeah. Nite nite.
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