Got the blues

I don't really blog that much do I?

Kinda got the blues. The highlight of my day today would be the two 'medium' :( cups of green tea green apple jelly and the fact that my cars' parts are here (which I don't even know when I'll be installing them)

I just got back from work like 45 mins ago. I haven't showered cause there's no water at home at the moment and it's like almost 10 pm. Sigh. I got management meeting tomorrow and I have not prepared any slides. I'm getting kinda sleepy. Which means I need to shower to make myself not so sleepy. Woargh!

I apologize for the complaints that you have to read for today's post. You may leave now if you want to cause I'm not really done complaining.

I think my mother is an angry person. *Thought of being random for a moment

Anyway, I kinda think that I can be a bimbo sometimes and I stutter when I talk at some point. Why do I say this? First, there are times when I say things or ask questions people would laugh or give me that 'huh?' stare. Secondly, I tend to repeat the things that I say. Or I tend to stumble upon my words. *Is that the right way of saying it? It's funny. I never experienced this before. I think. Perhaps I did, I just never noticed it. It's fine though. Every one has their silly side.

Seriously, eyes getting sleepy. Can I like mentally do my slides while sleeping? Working is different from studying. The difference is so big that it makes you wana cry sometimes. *Exaggerating much. I was a slacker in school. Big time. Daymn. Now that I'm working a person can't even 'Sla-', you know what I mean. If in school they weigh out your marks, you pass you go to the next level. You slack, you get insufficient grades, you sit for supplementary. THAT'S IT. Nothing else is affected just you yourself. When it comes to work. Everything is related to everything. You, your staff your boss, the boss of the boss hence the company. You slack equals no raise. No raise, no motivation to work. No work, you'll get no money. No money means you can't pay your bills. No bills paid means no espeed, no car, no fancy shoes, no nothing. You get what I'm saying?

ALTHOUGH, when you are kia-su/good at work, look at all the number of people you will impress. The incentives that you'll get. Hence the things you can buy. Great how the world works right? About me and my job currently, I'm still trying to find the wow factor. I'm still a bit lost with whats what. I really do wana make a difference though. Maybe soon. Just need to make this brain do things which it keeps on telling me that it can't.

Hmm, feeling kinda tired. Gona go shower now. With what ever water that is available.

Toodles.