Tomorrow awaits

Hey,


It has been awhile I may say. Was caught up with work and life itself. As you can see from my previous post I was complaining about work and what not. I reckon I was hit by intimidation and insecurity. So I did what I do best, go with the flow. *hehe right!* Well I do try hard to go with the flow on certain things in life. I may fail most of the time and that's because I'm only human.

So I went through each day believing that I should try my best. It started with the camp. Alhamdulilah it went well. The teacher was happy and even gave us souvenirs, which was really sweet. My staff were really awesome, despite having only one hour of sleep they still did an excellent job.

Just days after that, we had to help CEA to host the HBT meet the fans session. They kinda caught me off guard, it was on short notice *seriously, I don't like*. Had to do last minute arrangements with our event management and what not. I'm happy to say, we made it through. I was the emcee for the event *who would've thought, I have it in me*. The HBT fans were really cool, I managed to make them chant the famous ole ole for the 'Tebuan' squad. It was fun.

Last but not least, I managed to get the contract signed. WOOT! Now what I need to worry about is the logistics arrangement with our event management. Having no internet at the office isn't making things easier. That won't stop from getting this done though, you can trust me on that one. *Smiles*

The followings might have been tackled, but that doesn't change the fact that I still have other things to look into honestly. But it's okay, what doesn't kill me makes me stronger. *I'm not sure if that applies here* But yeah, work has been good, doing something for the community is one of the many things that I wanna do. Since, the place I'm currently working at is a non-profit organization so I'm guessing I'm on the right path.

Should I make today's post a long lengthy one, til it reach a point where you would think 'this is just too damn long' and yawn? Let's just see how it goes. It has been awhile since I've blogged it might take awhile before I come back here and write something, might as well make full use of the time that I have at the moment.

I came across a lady's blog, I can say she's really good. This lady isn't a famous blogger like Rano or the pink haired girl or anyone along that line. Just a regular blogger that just started blogging. Her dream is to be a famous writer, with her writings she can go far but with her being in Brunei, I'm not too sure. But yeah, her vocabulary is excellent and her  grammar is top notch. I envy those who can write and speaks very well. And when I say, speaks or writes well, I mean literally speaks or writes well, not just some stuck up individual who THINKS she or he is good, but true fact, he or she needs English lessons. Anyway, I wish her all the best.

I would like to say something random now.
I want to eat sea food.

Incase you are still in the mood to read something cause I'm just about done, read this:

http://www.borneobulletin.com.bn/tue/mar20h30.htm
http://www.brudirect.com/index.php/Local-News/hbt-champs-wow-fans-in-belait-district.html

P/s
A little something for you.

Her heart still flutters when she is around him
She knows it has been awhile
But there's just too much history
Is she holding on to something that is not worth while?

When their hands touch
She can feel the warmth of his skin and it made her tingle
The times he makes her laugh
She will never forget
The times he makes her cry
She will always remember.
Why is this happening she wonders?

Is god punishing her, she wonders?
Is this a blessing in disguise?
She will never know she says.
She will never know.


Tomorrow awaits. Have a good sleep.

Challenge Accepted

Hi.

You should know that my head is heavy and my back hurts as I am composing this post.

I am so not looking forward for this coming two weeks.

Let me give you a heads up, you are about to read a post full of complaints and negativity. Leave while you still can. If you think you can withstand the dark cloud that I'm going to portray or if you think my misery actually gives you a tiny glimpse of happiness please do continue reading.

First, I haven't been training as much and I haven't been running as much. Which I should. Coz being a confident smarty pants that I am most of the time, too complaisant as how my boss would put it, whatever that means, I reckon it means too confident *I'm just too tired to google* , I actually registered myself in the 10Km for the SCB marathon. Yeap! That's 30 bucks I'll never see again. I'm not too sure why I have been slacking. Probably it's because of the work that is piling up. Sigh. This is bad. So bad.

Second, we have the MS camp coming. Will have to entertain 250 people. Which means, sleepless nights awaits.

Third, the Boss and Raihan will be going on leave. Which means, I'll be sailing the ship. Will I be able to do so? Hopefully. The only problem that keeps on running in my head is the sorting out of the contract with Gary for the new exhibition.

Oh well. There's nothing much I can do now can I? Kinda have to be a man and do the right thing. That's it. Well, it's easy said than done.

On a different note, tuition has been good. The number of my students are slowly increasing, which is great. Alhamdulilah. 

I can do this!

Before you leave this is worth listening to:

I won't give up on us,
Even if the skies get rough,
I'm giving you all my love,
I'm still looking up.

Adore always,

Yours truely

Trust

Trust.

What do you understand by the word?

For me it is a strong word. It holds a meaning that most people do not get. Who is the blame? Ofcourse not the dictionary.

I've had my share of shattered trust and broken promises, ironic how these sorts of things actually qualifies to be one of the many things that makes you an inch wiser. Its a fact that everybody lies. Hence, putting a full blast mind boggling amount of trust on someone is a humongous mistake. Why do people lie? Lots of reasons. Why you may ask me. Why don't you ask yourself first why do you lie.

I'm not so sure where I am going with tonight's post. My mind is partially stagnant due to sleep deprivation. I think.

Probably I shall proceed when I have something better to write. Cause I literally just stared at the monitor screen for about 5 minutes and nothing good came out.

Goodbye sunshine

Just when you think..

You are still yet to find..

Just when the birds are about to sing..

Again you stand by the brink.


Someday. Somewhere. I believe.

Lullaby help me sleep tonight

Hard work

Hi you.

It has been awhile.

I've been caught up with work and what not.Been enjoying every bit of my daily timetable.Work does get tough at times. But yeah, work wouldn't be work if it doesn't require you to crack your brain once in awhile.

I'm currently composing this post using my ipad. So there wouldn't be much creativity from me tonight interms of statements written down. Cause half of my brain is being too careful with the typing. If you have ever composed a post using an ipad you would understand. It's not that hard but it does require a little bit of extra effort.

I've been getting my proper gym training this past few days and I'm enjoying every bit of it. It has been tough I can say but it is worth the pain. There are still alot of things that I need to learn interms of formation, function etc. It is not as easy as it looks you know. When it comes to weight lifting there are alot of things that you need to take into account. The meds, the safety, the proper routine and what not. A friend said she had a personal trainer for a year before she could do her workouts on her own. I told my trainer I would probably need just as much time period to master everything but he insisted that I can master everything in just three months. I'm thinking, how? Then again he knows better. So yeah.

Gym or weightlifting wasn't my thing, until I joined getfit crossfit. Getfit has been about speed and endurance. International crossfitters are my current inspirations, for instance Camille LeBlanc. After joining getfit I figured I'd mix it with a couple of gym sessions and hill trainings. Consequently, a friend (also my trainer) bought me a supplement which in a way gave me a sudden hype to workout even more. After a few gym sessions with my trainer, I slowly began to learn a few proper gym routines and with time I came to understand how these routines will help me become stronger. I haven't been going circuit as much ever since I hit the gym. Probable I'll go to the box when I am confident enough to do the fran in less than 5 minutes. Don't get me wrong though. I'm not planning to be bulky like those ladies in the body building championship in the US, just lean like Laura Dziak. She's a crossfitter too, you can youtube her.

People used to say that I'm too skinny and thought that I'm an aneroxic. So currently tryna work on that. One person actually thinks I'm fat. I have no idea how why? Thanks anyway, it was more of a compliment than an insult. My weight has increased and my clothes actually fits nicely now, especially my jeans and work pants. They no longer annoyingly droops down. Not alot thinks I'm that skinny anymore and I can feel that I am alot stronger than before. Hard work paid off I can say.

The journey doesn't end here. I have alot more to learn and I'm looking forward to every bit of it.My trainer wouldn't be around til forever, so I better start doing my homework.

Wana come and join me? :)

Just because

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I can't cross the longest river

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I can't climb the highest mountain

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I can't handle heavy weights

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I can't run longer

Just because I am small, doesn't mean you can walk all over me

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I am afraid to fight

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I am afraid to bleed

Just because I am small, doesn't mean I won't be able to bust your lips

Just because you think you're better, doesn't mean I am any lesser

Some fights are worth fighting for, I just I can't wait to get my fist on this one.

You will be missed

Hello you.

Almost half of February has passed. And my classes have started.

Juggling between two jobs is not new to me. You wana know whats new? Working out on my off days and non teaching days. I basically work five days a week, three days between those 5 days, I work from 8am til 930pm.

Last year, I didn't do as much exercises as I do now. So I would always be mentally and physically tired after a long day at work. To my surprise it's different nowadays. I'm not as tired anymore, ofcourse the exhaustion is there but just not as bad and this is because of the exercises that I do. Impressive what being more active can do to you ey. I wasn't too sure if this is the cause of my sudden boost of long lasting energy, until I asked Google and came across an article, on top of regular exercise sessions there are other things that play a role on beating tiredness.

Namely:
1. Getting enough sleep - which I always do during weekends
2.Try to avoid stress - I do tend to think too much at times and this usually leads to stress,trying to dial it down a notch
3.Eat well - I do. Except during my PMS period
4.Slow down - I can't, but I do try to prepare some of my work earlier so that I can avoid doing last minute business. Cause pending work are usually the main cause of a person rushing to get things done
5.Drink water - Been drinking as much water as I can
6.Try to avoid alcohol - I don't drink. So this is easy.

So you see people, if you think your job is dominating your life and you think you'll die due mental fatigue and sore eyes and back, implement the list above and you'll get a healthier and a more energetic YOU. *Wink

I had a good gym session earlier today, I get to learn how to do deadlifts. *thumbs up* And if I try hard enough I can start kipping already. I think.

And not forgetting, Easyway has their Green Apple Jelly already. Happy me :) Thank you spaceman. Looks like I'll be going to Disneyland soon enough!

woot!

 Note:

It's always nice to talk to you. I have no idea why. You might not be the sweetest person alive ( different definition and what not). You might not make me feel like a princess at most times but you do know how to make me laugh. So hard. In case you decided to have this story close, let me tell you now. You sure will be missed.

 Sleepwell.

FRAN Me