I wonder a million things.I have no answers to all.Only time will tell,only time will tell.
The only time that I actually stop thinking is when my eyes are shut.If I seek for help, I know it's gonabe pointless.And also, I don't wana waste anybody's time.Drooling over something that has no end, would be like talking to the wall.
Maybe one day, I will choose not to care.Maybe.
I wanabe a project manager one day.Random.Yes.One of the many things I wana do before I die.
Can I just say, I love you?Yes, I love you.Yesterday,today maybe tomorrow too.
26 Dec 2010
11 Dec 2010
All the way home
Before I start with anything, I wana say Hello to a very dear friend. Her name is Siti Ramizah. I know she reads my blog and then ask me if there's anything wrong.Every single time. Hehe. Woman I miss hangin with you.Nanti ok. And no, there's nothing wrong. Its just the time of the month.I think.Heheh
I feel like piercing something else.Hmmmm..We dont really have a special piercer here. A piercerist??
Im listening to this song Down by the water.Its kinda sweet.But then again words written or sung or said are just words.Nothing speaks louder than actions.
I was jammed with work the past few days. I barely had time for anything. And I felt as if I was forced to carry a very heavy stone on my shoulders.Im done with it now. Now that I dont have anything to do, I kinda wished I had SOMETHING to do. Having work actually saved me the trouble from thinking about other stuff.I cant wait for everything to be over.I really really cant wait.
5 Dec 2010
Cartoon ME
Facebook has this thing going on where we are asked to put our childhood all time favourite cartoon charater as our dp. This made me think how things were alot simpler back then. When I was little I was problem free. I think. The only troubles I had would be, not wanting to go to school or something like that.Thats as far as it gets.
As we got older we learn more things, we always have the urge of trying out new stuff. And at times we get a little rebellious. The older we get, the more decisions we have to make for ourselves. And this is one of the many tough things that a person has to go through as we get older.
I wonder if I can start things over. Or maybe have something new that can make me feel like a little child again.
Sigh. Things happen for a reason. God has HIS way of testing people.It's suppose to make us a stronger person. So yea. Whatever it is, I'll wait for the day. After a hurricane there's always a rainbow. I'll just wait and see.
Currently. I'm working on my book. Doing it as fast as I can. Can't believe I procastinated. Sheeshh.
As we got older we learn more things, we always have the urge of trying out new stuff. And at times we get a little rebellious. The older we get, the more decisions we have to make for ourselves. And this is one of the many tough things that a person has to go through as we get older.
I wonder if I can start things over. Or maybe have something new that can make me feel like a little child again.
Sigh. Things happen for a reason. God has HIS way of testing people.It's suppose to make us a stronger person. So yea. Whatever it is, I'll wait for the day. After a hurricane there's always a rainbow. I'll just wait and see.
Currently. I'm working on my book. Doing it as fast as I can. Can't believe I procastinated. Sheeshh.
24 Nov 2010
Understand
How to make people understand?
As it stands, I simply can't. Maybe its just the way I say things?
One example, when I teach. I say the same thing about 10 times my students still don't get what I'm trying to make them understand.SIGH.
Another example is, to make HIM understand. Im guessing even if I were to write a million words essay on what I want him to understand I dont think he will ever understand.SIGH.
If only I can crawl out of my skin and just go to a happy place and never to return. I'm not sad or anything.I just wish people would actually stop and think and comprehend what I'm trying to say.
I have something planned out this weekend. Hopefully that will take my mind off things for abit.
Gotta work on my sample.Unfortunately I cant think properly. Who is to blame? SH*T
As it stands, I simply can't. Maybe its just the way I say things?
One example, when I teach. I say the same thing about 10 times my students still don't get what I'm trying to make them understand.SIGH.
Another example is, to make HIM understand. Im guessing even if I were to write a million words essay on what I want him to understand I dont think he will ever understand.SIGH.
If only I can crawl out of my skin and just go to a happy place and never to return. I'm not sad or anything.I just wish people would actually stop and think and comprehend what I'm trying to say.
I have something planned out this weekend. Hopefully that will take my mind off things for abit.
Gotta work on my sample.Unfortunately I cant think properly. Who is to blame? SH*T
18 Nov 2010
Pronto
My lappy keeps on acting up on me!!!Gowdddd...
Anyhoots,helleww..
U noe how I always begin my post with nothing much has happened yedder yedder yedder...Well not tonight. I got chunks of stuff to do before december ends. Awesome yes. Stressful yes.
One of the many things that I'm working on (eseh) is I got this offer to produce a book. Can't really elaborate on how what and when. But what I can say now is, my brain is basically nothing but a hollow black hole. I simply just do not know where to begin and how to begin. I did some readings and looked up for some stuff from the internet and ended up getting more confused.Most prolly Rahim would know how to do this.I think.I'm not sure. He seems like a person who can do everything tho.Who is Rahim? He is one of the section leaders in our department. A very charismatic intellectual outstanding middle aged man. Whom I wish to be like one day. Heheh.
Anyway, I need inspiration pronto!!
Anyhoots,helleww..
U noe how I always begin my post with nothing much has happened yedder yedder yedder...Well not tonight. I got chunks of stuff to do before december ends. Awesome yes. Stressful yes.
One of the many things that I'm working on (eseh) is I got this offer to produce a book. Can't really elaborate on how what and when. But what I can say now is, my brain is basically nothing but a hollow black hole. I simply just do not know where to begin and how to begin. I did some readings and looked up for some stuff from the internet and ended up getting more confused.Most prolly Rahim would know how to do this.I think.I'm not sure. He seems like a person who can do everything tho.Who is Rahim? He is one of the section leaders in our department. A very charismatic intellectual outstanding middle aged man. Whom I wish to be like one day. Heheh.
Anyway, I need inspiration pronto!!
9 Nov 2010
Maybe just maybe
She stood there as her tears dropped.
She called out for help but she was screaming in silence.
She then sat, her visions blurry, thinking that maybe its just time.
For her to be independant for her to survive, on her own, unguarded, unprotected.
It maybe tough, maybe just maybe it is what's worth doing.
There's more to life than this she figured.
And so she said goodbye my friend, goodbye my lover.
Here is where the story ends.
She called out for help but she was screaming in silence.
She then sat, her visions blurry, thinking that maybe its just time.
For her to be independant for her to survive, on her own, unguarded, unprotected.
It maybe tough, maybe just maybe it is what's worth doing.
There's more to life than this she figured.
And so she said goodbye my friend, goodbye my lover.
Here is where the story ends.
8 Nov 2010
31 Oct 2010
Weird
Hello there.
I got my nose pierced today.And I'm loving it.Heheh.
Hmm..as days goes by, there are just some things that can't be helped happening. Does that make sense to you? Things happened for a reason. Unfortunately its never too obvious why. Although I very much believe that it's gods doings. To see how strong you are as a person.
As it stands today, Im hazed and confuse and still in the midst of wondering why on earth am I still in this spot. You might be wondering wth am I rambling about. I'm just in the middle of another mid life crisis. So yea..
I got my nose pierced today.And I'm loving it.Heheh.
Hmm..as days goes by, there are just some things that can't be helped happening. Does that make sense to you? Things happened for a reason. Unfortunately its never too obvious why. Although I very much believe that it's gods doings. To see how strong you are as a person.
As it stands today, Im hazed and confuse and still in the midst of wondering why on earth am I still in this spot. You might be wondering wth am I rambling about. I'm just in the middle of another mid life crisis. So yea..
28 Oct 2010
26 Oct 2010
24 Oct 2010
16 Oct 2010
A dream so big
She chose to dream a dream so big. Just like the sea so wide and deep.
Only in a boat she grabs on tight, swaying and rocking in day and night.
It’s a solitary mission she has to over come, cause it’s the early bird that catches the worm.
Her boat toppled, she strives for air.
Grabbing on nothing, she cries in despair.
A helping hand came from a man. He woke her up from her greatest pain.
Failing the first time in her mission to success and fame.
He told her to not give up, it is not the end.
Only in a boat she grabs on tight, swaying and rocking in day and night.
It’s a solitary mission she has to over come, cause it’s the early bird that catches the worm.
Her boat toppled, she strives for air.
Grabbing on nothing, she cries in despair.
A helping hand came from a man. He woke her up from her greatest pain.
Failing the first time in her mission to success and fame.
He told her to not give up, it is not the end.
7 Oct 2010
25 Sept 2010
Congratulation
I would like to congratulate both Shy Ni and Pei Yuen for getting the MOE scholarship. Have fun doing your masters in the UK. Best of luck to the both of you.Hurrayyy!
24 Sept 2010
28 Aug 2010
If Only
Hellew.
It is now the 16th of Ramadhan. Time flies when your having fun.
Not much has happened. Basically just the usuals. Work and more work. My presentation is coming close. Im not even sure if I ever did mention about my presentation before this. Got some slides ready gotta finish it soon. The dry run will be on Tuesday. So yea.
I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately. Til it actually reached a point where I have bad dreams about the things I think about. Damn. I have a feeling today's post is gona get a little emotional and sad. You may leave if you want to. Heheh.
Things have been a lil uneasy for me. I dont know why though. I'm gona be a lil vague. So for you who is still reading this post might as well not read it. Cause you might just get yourself confused. Heheh. Its been awhile since I've been totally open with my friends or even my family. Like talk about stuff that's bothering me and shit. I think that is why I feel this way. My guy is around yea. But I dont think he would understand anyway. He has his own problems to think about. I would be lieing if I say I never wished he would actually understand. The festive season is getting close I hope it'll die down. This uneasy feeling of mine.
At times I'm just confuse and I really wish I could see what the future brings me.
Sigh. Oh well..
It is now the 16th of Ramadhan. Time flies when your having fun.
Not much has happened. Basically just the usuals. Work and more work. My presentation is coming close. Im not even sure if I ever did mention about my presentation before this. Got some slides ready gotta finish it soon. The dry run will be on Tuesday. So yea.
I've been thinking about alot of stuff lately. Til it actually reached a point where I have bad dreams about the things I think about. Damn. I have a feeling today's post is gona get a little emotional and sad. You may leave if you want to. Heheh.
Things have been a lil uneasy for me. I dont know why though. I'm gona be a lil vague. So for you who is still reading this post might as well not read it. Cause you might just get yourself confused. Heheh. Its been awhile since I've been totally open with my friends or even my family. Like talk about stuff that's bothering me and shit. I think that is why I feel this way. My guy is around yea. But I dont think he would understand anyway. He has his own problems to think about. I would be lieing if I say I never wished he would actually understand. The festive season is getting close I hope it'll die down. This uneasy feeling of mine.
At times I'm just confuse and I really wish I could see what the future brings me.
Sigh. Oh well..
12 Aug 2010
First Ramadhan
It is now Ramadhan. A month has passsed since I started working and I'm starting to enjoy what I do very much.
Not everthing you want you can get. Therefore you gotta make the best out of everything.
There's just so much to tell. Too bad everything just slipped my mind as the days passed by. Gona have a presention soon at work. Maybe in 2 to 3 weeks time. Gotta start looking for information. I never presented infront of BOSSES before. This ought to be fun. I think.
Im enjoying the ramadhan though it has only been a day. Despite my stomachache just now the season is always very exciting. I think it's because raya is just the next month.
The rain is pouring cats and dogs. Gona switch off the internet for awhile.
Catch you later.
Not everthing you want you can get. Therefore you gotta make the best out of everything.
There's just so much to tell. Too bad everything just slipped my mind as the days passed by. Gona have a presention soon at work. Maybe in 2 to 3 weeks time. Gotta start looking for information. I never presented infront of BOSSES before. This ought to be fun. I think.
Im enjoying the ramadhan though it has only been a day. Despite my stomachache just now the season is always very exciting. I think it's because raya is just the next month.
The rain is pouring cats and dogs. Gona switch off the internet for awhile.
Catch you later.
20 Jul 2010
Thief!!!
Now that I'm working, I barely have time for anything. What I can tell about weekdays is that I'm always sleepy everytime the clock strikes ten plus. And I constantly have back pains.
And my weekdays would be spent cleaning my room, doing my laundry and preparing stuff for classes the next week. I got food poisoning last weekend *bad stuff* so my plan got messed up abit. So things are tumbling upon each other currently. But no sweat, nothing I can't manage.
Currently I'm having my lunch break. Waiting for the sister to come back and we'll head to our, well my mums, favourite restaurant for lunch.
I have an interesting story to share. For those who doesn't know, I am a resident of kampung Pandan in KB. These past few months or so, our lingeries (bras especially) that we hang out side to dry, keeps on missing. We would hang it out side, after afew hours or so when we wana take it back it wouldnt be there anymore. And it has happened so many times. My mum and my sisters are always the victims. I dont usually hang my fancy lingeries outside. Due to this. The same thing happened to a friend of mine, which lives not far from my place. Some random person or persons have been picking up our dried lingeries for us. Worse comes to worse, it happened today. In the midst of the afternoon. And my mum went upstairs only for a few minutes to get more stuff to hang. What makes it more creepy is that the thief only takes bras and penties. Especially the fancy ones. I mean, woah. In this case my mum is the most pissed of them all. Cause she's the one that has been buying the lingeries for my sisters and all. And almost all were taken at different times. That would make about afew hundred dollars stolen. *tsk tsk tsk*. My friend got pissed too, and it happened to her twice. Who is this culprit my mum always ask?And myself too. One day we're gona catch this person. I know we will.Such an idiot that creep.
And my weekdays would be spent cleaning my room, doing my laundry and preparing stuff for classes the next week. I got food poisoning last weekend *bad stuff* so my plan got messed up abit. So things are tumbling upon each other currently. But no sweat, nothing I can't manage.
Currently I'm having my lunch break. Waiting for the sister to come back and we'll head to our, well my mums, favourite restaurant for lunch.
I have an interesting story to share. For those who doesn't know, I am a resident of kampung Pandan in KB. These past few months or so, our lingeries (bras especially) that we hang out side to dry, keeps on missing. We would hang it out side, after afew hours or so when we wana take it back it wouldnt be there anymore. And it has happened so many times. My mum and my sisters are always the victims. I dont usually hang my fancy lingeries outside. Due to this. The same thing happened to a friend of mine, which lives not far from my place. Some random person or persons have been picking up our dried lingeries for us. Worse comes to worse, it happened today. In the midst of the afternoon. And my mum went upstairs only for a few minutes to get more stuff to hang. What makes it more creepy is that the thief only takes bras and penties. Especially the fancy ones. I mean, woah. In this case my mum is the most pissed of them all. Cause she's the one that has been buying the lingeries for my sisters and all. And almost all were taken at different times. That would make about afew hundred dollars stolen. *tsk tsk tsk*. My friend got pissed too, and it happened to her twice. Who is this culprit my mum always ask?And myself too. One day we're gona catch this person. I know we will.Such an idiot that creep.
18 Jul 2010
16 Jul 2010
Local News
8 years, 12 strokes for raping teen
By Siti Hajar
(courtesy of Borneo Buletin)
A 28-year-old Bruneian was sentenced to eight years in prison and 12 strokes of the cane by the Intermediate Court, yesterday, for raping a 13-year-old girl.
In the wee hours of June 26, 2010, Mohammad Izwan raped the 13-year-old girl in a car parked in a thicket in Kuala Belait.
It is understood that about 2.31am, the victim was walking to a friend's house near Pg Anak Puteri Rashidah religious school without her parents' knowledge. This was where Mohd Izwan saw the girl and offered her a lift.
Though the teenager initially declined the offer, the defendant convinced her and said he was a "good person". Believing the defendant, the victim got into the car and sat in the front passenger seat.
The defendant dropped her at her friend's house and returned after 10 minutes to pick up the girl and drove her to a thicket in the vicinity of the Seria bypass highway in Kuala Belait.
The defendant then forced himself on the victim even as she started screaming. Despite her resistance, the defendant raped her.
The defendant then drove the girl to his house and brought her inside. Both left moments later.
Whilst driving, the defendant approached two strangers who were lurking in the vicinity and offered them a lift in his car.
He drove the victim to her home, met the victim's parents at around 4am and convinced them that "he did not do anything" to the girl. Her parents believed his story and the defendant left.
Fear stopped the girl from telling the truth to her parents. However, the victim confided to an aunt later and the latter informed the victim's parents who brought her to the Seria Police Station to report the incident.
The victim was sent for a medical examination at Suri Seri Begawan Hospital where the Medical Officer noted evidence of sexual assault.
Police officers arrested the defendant and upon investigation, he admitted to having raped the victim.
Mohammad Izwan has several previous convictions under Section 379, Section 380, Section 403, Section 324 and Section 451 of the Penal Code and Section 6 (b) of the Misuse of Drugs Act. He has no previous rape convictions.
Things like these do happen in Brunei. I just came across this story while I was at the office browsing through the news online. How sick can a man be?
One piece of advice to all parents, make sure you teach your kids not to talk to strangers. Let alone have a ride. And to kids never go out of the house without your parents knowing.
By Siti Hajar
(courtesy of Borneo Buletin)
A 28-year-old Bruneian was sentenced to eight years in prison and 12 strokes of the cane by the Intermediate Court, yesterday, for raping a 13-year-old girl.
In the wee hours of June 26, 2010, Mohammad Izwan raped the 13-year-old girl in a car parked in a thicket in Kuala Belait.
It is understood that about 2.31am, the victim was walking to a friend's house near Pg Anak Puteri Rashidah religious school without her parents' knowledge. This was where Mohd Izwan saw the girl and offered her a lift.
Though the teenager initially declined the offer, the defendant convinced her and said he was a "good person". Believing the defendant, the victim got into the car and sat in the front passenger seat.
The defendant dropped her at her friend's house and returned after 10 minutes to pick up the girl and drove her to a thicket in the vicinity of the Seria bypass highway in Kuala Belait.
The defendant then forced himself on the victim even as she started screaming. Despite her resistance, the defendant raped her.
The defendant then drove the girl to his house and brought her inside. Both left moments later.
Whilst driving, the defendant approached two strangers who were lurking in the vicinity and offered them a lift in his car.
He drove the victim to her home, met the victim's parents at around 4am and convinced them that "he did not do anything" to the girl. Her parents believed his story and the defendant left.
Fear stopped the girl from telling the truth to her parents. However, the victim confided to an aunt later and the latter informed the victim's parents who brought her to the Seria Police Station to report the incident.
The victim was sent for a medical examination at Suri Seri Begawan Hospital where the Medical Officer noted evidence of sexual assault.
Police officers arrested the defendant and upon investigation, he admitted to having raped the victim.
Mohammad Izwan has several previous convictions under Section 379, Section 380, Section 403, Section 324 and Section 451 of the Penal Code and Section 6 (b) of the Misuse of Drugs Act. He has no previous rape convictions.
Things like these do happen in Brunei. I just came across this story while I was at the office browsing through the news online. How sick can a man be?
One piece of advice to all parents, make sure you teach your kids not to talk to strangers. Let alone have a ride. And to kids never go out of the house without your parents knowing.
15 Jul 2010
14 Jul 2010
Happy Birthday
Hellew...How u doin?
Tomorrow's a holiday. Yippeee..Although there goes my pay.
Holiday means a long list of things to do. I think. A must do thing tomorrow is JOG. OMG. I have to man. Today I've been eating and eating. Food is good.Very. But too much of something is never good. I'm even eating right now. It must be the hormones. Oh not forgetting sit-ups. Doing sit-ups isn't as hard as it used to be. I can do up to 60 raps now. It has to reach a hundred though. That's the aim.Me and my dreams. In order to make things happen you have to dream and plan about them first right? They are mutually inclusive. Did I use that right?
Tomorrow's his Majesty's Birthday. As well as my sister. Idayu.Happy Birthday to them both. May god always be with them.
What else is there?Oh the classification is out. Like finally. Gona head down to bandar soon to get my transcript. Congrates to us all.
Did some teaching today. Time flies when you're having fun. I only managed to teach my students a 5 marks worth of question. JUST FIVE. *Sigh* Who is to blame?I honestly don't know.Sometimes it makes me wonder how they think. I shud have a better strategy. I don't get why teachers in schools just teach their students and does not take the time to stop and ask them if they actually understand.Or is it the students fault for not asking for help from their class teachers when they actually should.How was I as a student? you may ask. If only I can remember. All my best is only I can give for these students of mine. And hopefully it's sufficient to suffice their needs.
12 Jul 2010
No time for losers
The first thing I did this morning, checked the SCORE. One - nil. The spanish won. Paul was right. I managed to stay up to watch only the opening performance. Then I went to sleep. Somehow I had a dream that holland actually won, unfortunately they did't. It doesn't matter though. Who loses or who won. Cause I was rooting for Argentine and Brazil. They got eliminated way too soon. Such a shocker. After that term of events, world cup isn't that exciting for me anymore. Anyway, congratulation to the winning team. There ends the world cup!
Bravo Espana
This video below was made for US (the math gang) by Pei Yuen. And now it is dedicated to the Spanish from me. Heheh. P.s Pei Yuen I just opened the video. This is due to my lack of commitment on checking my mail. A million apologies from me to you.Thanks woman. U did great. Heheh.
Todays chores would be, iron my clothes, finish up on my 'this weeks combined science topics'and prolly go out with the mother to do a little shopping. We shop almost everyday, so yea. Nothing fancy there. My mum is the type who doesn't stock up on groceries. We would only buy the things that we wana cook on the day itself. Oh, finally, I have classes at night.
Maybe I should shower soon. I'm pretty sure my mum is gona ask me to go have breakfast with her soon. Oh I almost forgot, I have to print out stuff for the boyfie.
Catch you later.Finale
As I am composing this post the fifa finale will commence in 1 hr and 30 mins time. If I'm not mistaken from the gossips that have been flying about since that day, Spain will win the world cup this year. Cause 'Paul' said so. Very smart little squid you are Paul.
Anyway, done did my notes and questions for my up coming math classes. Since tomorrow is another holiday for me, will finish up on the combined science tomorrow.
Spent the day with the boyfie today. And we bought this awesome 'silver dip cleaner'. It pratically shines back your old faded silver jewelleries. Since I have alot, and the boyfie wears silver jewelleries too, it was a really good investment. I'm obsessed with fine sparkly things. I must atleast wear a necklace every single day. If I dont, it kinda makes me feel odd you know. It's like going out without wearing your pants. You would feel odd right? Each bottle cost around $7. For those who is in need to clean their silver jewelleries or maybe white gold or just gold this silver dip really does work. You don't have to go to a goldsmith and get ridiculously charged an inappropriate amount of payment. And by the way you can get it from supa save.
The initial plan was to have the boyfie over til monday. But we found out that his mum got sick so he had to leave today itself (sunday). I hope everything will turn out ok for his mum. She has to through a surgery tomorrow (monday). May god always be with her and her family.
I'll be going back to work on Tuesaday. I hope I can get my E-kawal by then. I seriously can't wait to find out what exactly my task is over there. I like learning new things. Nothing like a brand new story written on a new smooth white paper. Knowledge is not easy to get. Grab it while it's there, you know. I was never as ambitious when I was little. But as a person gets older you'd eventually realize the good and the bad of things. Whats significant and whats not. And as I get older wanting to be a somebody is what I really wana accomplished. I can say that I am now a teacher. That is actually a somebody. I think.Heheh. My students see me as a superior and I see them as those who needs my help. Helping them I will. And my best I will give.Maybe, just maybe this is a tiny step to something big right? Who knows. Anyway, being just ambitious won't help if you do not put in any effort right? As I was saying, lets just hope my e-kawal will be done by this week. There are afew trainings that I have to go through as well. Can't wait.
Time check. Fifa in about 1 hr time.
Should I stay up and watch? Maybe not. or maybe I will. I'll find out the score either way. I'm in dilemma. Help.
I miss you love.
Anyway, done did my notes and questions for my up coming math classes. Since tomorrow is another holiday for me, will finish up on the combined science tomorrow.
Spent the day with the boyfie today. And we bought this awesome 'silver dip cleaner'. It pratically shines back your old faded silver jewelleries. Since I have alot, and the boyfie wears silver jewelleries too, it was a really good investment. I'm obsessed with fine sparkly things. I must atleast wear a necklace every single day. If I dont, it kinda makes me feel odd you know. It's like going out without wearing your pants. You would feel odd right? Each bottle cost around $7. For those who is in need to clean their silver jewelleries or maybe white gold or just gold this silver dip really does work. You don't have to go to a goldsmith and get ridiculously charged an inappropriate amount of payment. And by the way you can get it from supa save.
The initial plan was to have the boyfie over til monday. But we found out that his mum got sick so he had to leave today itself (sunday). I hope everything will turn out ok for his mum. She has to through a surgery tomorrow (monday). May god always be with her and her family.
I'll be going back to work on Tuesaday. I hope I can get my E-kawal by then. I seriously can't wait to find out what exactly my task is over there. I like learning new things. Nothing like a brand new story written on a new smooth white paper. Knowledge is not easy to get. Grab it while it's there, you know. I was never as ambitious when I was little. But as a person gets older you'd eventually realize the good and the bad of things. Whats significant and whats not. And as I get older wanting to be a somebody is what I really wana accomplished. I can say that I am now a teacher. That is actually a somebody. I think.Heheh. My students see me as a superior and I see them as those who needs my help. Helping them I will. And my best I will give.Maybe, just maybe this is a tiny step to something big right? Who knows. Anyway, being just ambitious won't help if you do not put in any effort right? As I was saying, lets just hope my e-kawal will be done by this week. There are afew trainings that I have to go through as well. Can't wait.
Time check. Fifa in about 1 hr time.
Should I stay up and watch? Maybe not. or maybe I will. I'll find out the score either way. I'm in dilemma. Help.
I miss you love.
9 Jul 2010
Not a Cougar
Man, it was a long Friday. 7 am til 4 pm. I was trying hard finding stuff to do at the office. Since things are pretty slow currently. So I ended up doing some filing for my boss. And then at 6pm til 9.30pm I had 3 running combine science classes. And finally here I am doing a report about my Friday. A closure this is my dear Friday.
My eyes are already kinda heavy and I can feel my brain refusing to produce good materials for tonight's post.
This is a must watch.
My eyes are already kinda heavy and I can feel my brain refusing to produce good materials for tonight's post.
This is a must watch.
6 Jul 2010
When School Ends
Hey, how u doin'?
Thank you for still dropping by my blog. Though it has nothing informative inside it. =) I do read people's blog, although sometimes,well most of the time, it has nothing to do with me at all. I read them just for the fun of it. I'm pretty sure people post stuff on the world wide web for other people to read right?And enjoy their piece of electronic essay. I really like reading those with good english and vocabulary. In one way or another it inspires me to write something on my own blog.
I've been missing these past couple of weeks.
Reason being,hmm... Obviously I didnt really have anything to write.
Although,I have a little bit of something tonight.
I mentioned that I went for a bsp apperentice scheme walk in interview in one of my previous post right? Yeap I got it. Alhamdulilah. Yippeee. Today was my first day. I havnt really started doing anything yet. Currently trying to sort out my E-kawal. These things are very troublesome. And I have teaching as my part time job. A tuition teacher at flying colors. Alhamdulilah. Again yipeeee. I told my self I wana make full use of myself one day. And I am. Currently.
It is not so bad being a teacher. One important factor that every teacher should have is patience. Yeap. Very crucial. Secondly, you must show your students that you care. Thirdly, there shouldn't be any favoritisms.
So far, I'm enjoying the things that I'm doing.Tomorrow is my second day of working. Hopefully things will pick up.
Goodnight you.
and I'm hungry.
Thank you for still dropping by my blog. Though it has nothing informative inside it. =) I do read people's blog, although sometimes,well most of the time, it has nothing to do with me at all. I read them just for the fun of it. I'm pretty sure people post stuff on the world wide web for other people to read right?And enjoy their piece of electronic essay. I really like reading those with good english and vocabulary. In one way or another it inspires me to write something on my own blog.
I've been missing these past couple of weeks.
Reason being,hmm... Obviously I didnt really have anything to write.
Although,I have a little bit of something tonight.
I mentioned that I went for a bsp apperentice scheme walk in interview in one of my previous post right? Yeap I got it. Alhamdulilah. Yippeee. Today was my first day. I havnt really started doing anything yet. Currently trying to sort out my E-kawal. These things are very troublesome. And I have teaching as my part time job. A tuition teacher at flying colors. Alhamdulilah. Again yipeeee. I told my self I wana make full use of myself one day. And I am. Currently.
It is not so bad being a teacher. One important factor that every teacher should have is patience. Yeap. Very crucial. Secondly, you must show your students that you care. Thirdly, there shouldn't be any favoritisms.
So far, I'm enjoying the things that I'm doing.Tomorrow is my second day of working. Hopefully things will pick up.
Goodnight you.
and I'm hungry.
21 Jun 2010
One last miracle
Hello, I'm back.
I've been doing nothing much lately.So nothing much to pour.Except for it was my mum's bday a couple of weeks ago. I got pictures uploaded in facebook. So yea. The pictures explained them selves. It was a wonderful weekend.
After that weekend i pretty much did nothing outstanding. Everyone is anticipating the results as much as I do,perhaps.Its on my facebook newsfeed almost everyday so yea.
Not doing anything is making me depress.odd.hmmm...
Oh well,gona go hit the sack soon.
Toodles~
I've been doing nothing much lately.So nothing much to pour.Except for it was my mum's bday a couple of weeks ago. I got pictures uploaded in facebook. So yea. The pictures explained them selves. It was a wonderful weekend.
After that weekend i pretty much did nothing outstanding. Everyone is anticipating the results as much as I do,perhaps.Its on my facebook newsfeed almost everyday so yea.
Not doing anything is making me depress.odd.hmmm...
Oh well,gona go hit the sack soon.
Toodles~
1 Jun 2010
First Day Of JUNE
Seems like yesterday I was cracking my head trying to understand a theory or trying to memorize a freaking methodology to a certain question.
It was the toughest two weeks of my life I had to go through*I’m talking about my exams* for the first time in my 20 years of living *or so* I actually cried before an exam. I was about to have physics that they. I was so nervous that I actually cried. I had these ridiculous ‘what ifs’ ransacking my head that day. What if I forgot everything? What if the things I actually studied doesn’t come out at all? It was crazy. And scary. No matter what I had to face the bullet. I came out feeling relief. Cause it was over. I managed to write stuff. *hopefully relevant* I had WAVES the next day. I totally messed up the paper. *Which I know I could’ve done better. If I had more time to study. Sigh* Oh well. What’s done is done. Dr Saiful did say not to worry. So here I am trying not to worry. Everything else was fine. It’s the last 3 papers that I fear the most. My WAVES was sandwiched between my physics. Hopefully everything will turn out well. I did get a B for my math programming, that’s one good news. All I need now is more Bs and a couple of As. Easy said then done. Anyhoots fadhli considers us as a late bloomer. I believe so. Oh well.
It is now June. I am still jobless. Went for a walk-in interview that day together with Fadh. Met Yani and Dayat along the way. And a couple of people that I know from SMSA. It was the easiest interview I ever had. In a way it was really fun. I’m not too sure if I actually nailed it. Cause I was really calm and everything. I answered everything that was asked. It was too easy that I might just mess up along the way without realizing. I don’t know. They promised to call back in two weeks time. So I’ll just sit and chill and wait. It’s ok if I didn’t get it, as long as fadh gets it. I’d still be fine. * No pressure there.Heheh*
I recently had my birthday. I can say that this year is the awesome-mest birthday I have ever had. I had 3 surprises all planned out by my dearly beloved. Not 1not 2 but three. He actually had the time to plan all three even in the midst of our mind boggling exams. Isn’t he just great? Pictures will be posted towards the end.
Now that I’m free, I’ve been keeping fit. *heheh* My second attempt to living healthy is launched. Occasional jogging and low carb dinner. I went to asked about the kick-boxing class I was planning to join that day at one of the near by gym. Unfortunately the coach is no longer here*in Brunei*. So they don’t have it anymore. Bummer. It would be really fun. I’ll ask for something else the next time I go there.
It was the toughest two weeks of my life I had to go through*I’m talking about my exams* for the first time in my 20 years of living *or so* I actually cried before an exam. I was about to have physics that they. I was so nervous that I actually cried. I had these ridiculous ‘what ifs’ ransacking my head that day. What if I forgot everything? What if the things I actually studied doesn’t come out at all? It was crazy. And scary. No matter what I had to face the bullet. I came out feeling relief. Cause it was over. I managed to write stuff. *hopefully relevant* I had WAVES the next day. I totally messed up the paper. *Which I know I could’ve done better. If I had more time to study. Sigh* Oh well. What’s done is done. Dr Saiful did say not to worry. So here I am trying not to worry. Everything else was fine. It’s the last 3 papers that I fear the most. My WAVES was sandwiched between my physics. Hopefully everything will turn out well. I did get a B for my math programming, that’s one good news. All I need now is more Bs and a couple of As. Easy said then done. Anyhoots fadhli considers us as a late bloomer. I believe so. Oh well.
It is now June. I am still jobless. Went for a walk-in interview that day together with Fadh. Met Yani and Dayat along the way. And a couple of people that I know from SMSA. It was the easiest interview I ever had. In a way it was really fun. I’m not too sure if I actually nailed it. Cause I was really calm and everything. I answered everything that was asked. It was too easy that I might just mess up along the way without realizing. I don’t know. They promised to call back in two weeks time. So I’ll just sit and chill and wait. It’s ok if I didn’t get it, as long as fadh gets it. I’d still be fine. * No pressure there.Heheh*
I recently had my birthday. I can say that this year is the awesome-mest birthday I have ever had. I had 3 surprises all planned out by my dearly beloved. Not 1not 2 but three. He actually had the time to plan all three even in the midst of our mind boggling exams. Isn’t he just great? Pictures will be posted towards the end.
Now that I’m free, I’ve been keeping fit. *heheh* My second attempt to living healthy is launched. Occasional jogging and low carb dinner. I went to asked about the kick-boxing class I was planning to join that day at one of the near by gym. Unfortunately the coach is no longer here*in Brunei*. So they don’t have it anymore. Bummer. It would be really fun. I’ll ask for something else the next time I go there.
P/s Turns out I can't upload the photos just yet. Maybe next time. Ok Maybe just one.
Thank u sayang, mama and akem *c low budget =P*
25 May 2010
A lil something written for you
Making my way through the journey of life
The ups and downs the bitter sweet
Of what might be between you and me
The mind whispers to the tiny heart
Could he be my savior to be?
The heart says nothing as it gave only continuous thuds
As ambiguous as the heart might be the mind understands
What the future holds is in god’s hands
Every night the mind prays, spilling gratitude to the ALMIGHTY
Hoping this could be what has planned for her til eternity.
Yours truely.
19 May 2010
You can't always get what you want
The video was made specifically for me by my all time comrade Pei Yuen. Thank you gurl. We are the champions.Hahaha.
In a few hours time I'll be packing my bags heading back home.This time for good.*Inshaallah*Nomore going back to the hostel.I hate to admit it but it's kinda sad.Anyhoots,life has to go on.
I'm not sure what I'll be doing this coming 3 months. To be honest,I absolutely have no idea what I'll be doing in the future.Everything seem so far fetch.I have a feeling I'm gona end up doing what I don't really wana do.You can't always get what you want. Although, you'll always get what you need. And this is true.It happens to me everytime.God has a way of not spoiling you.HE would always want whats best for you.So Im thankful for whatever it is that I currently have.
I've mentioned a list of things to do in one of my previous post.I wonder if it'll ever happen. I can be a lazybum at times. Honestly,most of the time. After watching IP man I'm really keen to enroll myself into a kick-boxing class. The boyfie is a big bully * trust me when I say this. He would bully you till you cry*. Maybe after afew trainings I can beat him up everytime he bullies me.*If possible*
It has been months since I've jogged. I can feel the belly expanding itself.*Why can't you ever stay in shape??*A sign that I have to go back running.I guess I will when I'm back in KB.I'll bring Miza along.What else is there?Maybe I'll upload afew random pictures for you to see.
Oh before I forget.The boyfie became the coach for UBD's debate team. There will be a debate competition held by the University and Shell together. Hope it'll turn out well for them.Too bad he can't be in the team itself.
18 May 2010
It has been 4 years
Finally I am work free!!After 4 years of degree.Damn.
I finally handed in my final year project report. God, the project was like dragging the energy out of me. It was a one year project, doing it felt as if it needs a life time for it to be completed.
Nevertheless, my four years of educational journey was really worth while.I met lots of different types of people. I met new friends*whom are marvellous*, studied new things*and I came to realize im not good in stats*, met a guy and fell in love*Classic.yes yes I know*, did many new things *i think*, got to bond with lecturers*hopefully,will give me good grades this semester*.It has been four years. Seem like yesterday I came to UBD and got lost in the uni's compound finding my classroom. Now that I know the place inside out, it aint that big.
Each year there is always one crazy thing to always remember.Isn't that great?Good times and the bad. Now that time has past its as if it never happened. I guess that's just how things work.
I guess I'm gona have to start opening up a new book.Coz this current book is finishing.
Thank You ALLAH the almighty for giving me good health up til today. Without HIM who am I?Without HIM I won't be here today.
Went out to the movies today.*after so long*Me and Fadhli went out to watch IP Man.It was worth my 12 bucks.No regrets there!!It was terrific.
Gotta go shower now.Going to go back KB tomorrow.Gona miss spending endless time with the boyfie.
I finally handed in my final year project report. God, the project was like dragging the energy out of me. It was a one year project, doing it felt as if it needs a life time for it to be completed.
Nevertheless, my four years of educational journey was really worth while.I met lots of different types of people. I met new friends*whom are marvellous*, studied new things*and I came to realize im not good in stats*, met a guy and fell in love*Classic.yes yes I know*, did many new things *i think*, got to bond with lecturers*hopefully,will give me good grades this semester*.It has been four years. Seem like yesterday I came to UBD and got lost in the uni's compound finding my classroom. Now that I know the place inside out, it aint that big.
Each year there is always one crazy thing to always remember.Isn't that great?Good times and the bad. Now that time has past its as if it never happened. I guess that's just how things work.
I guess I'm gona have to start opening up a new book.Coz this current book is finishing.
Thank You ALLAH the almighty for giving me good health up til today. Without HIM who am I?Without HIM I won't be here today.
Went out to the movies today.*after so long*Me and Fadhli went out to watch IP Man.It was worth my 12 bucks.No regrets there!!It was terrific.
Gotta go shower now.Going to go back KB tomorrow.Gona miss spending endless time with the boyfie.
1 May 2010
Stressed Out
What I'm currently feeling.
A million things run through my head everytime I'm about to go to sleep. Will I manage will I not? Will I finish studying will I not?What should I study next?Are the things I revised still in my head. It's nerve wrecking and I can feel some of my nuerons in the brain disconnecting from one another.*sigh* It hurts to wanabe somebody.Nothing comes for free.So yea.
I hope I'll make this through. Nothing feels better than seeing good results printed on your result slip.God please be with me.
22 Apr 2010
Wish Me Luck
According to a friend of mine it has been two weeks since I've been missing. Was showered with tests and assignments and more tests. Fortunately, I'm currently left only with a report, presentation slides to update and an essay to finish.
The exam is very close.That would mean no blogging at all after this.
I guess that is all for now.
See you after the exam and wish me luck. See you.
The exam is very close.That would mean no blogging at all after this.
I guess that is all for now.
See you after the exam and wish me luck. See you.
9 Apr 2010
Do me
My list of things to do after exams:
Enroll into a kickboxing class
Go back dancing
Workout often
7 Apr 2010
Helpless Little Child
Days gone by, time runs fast. Leaving me behind like a helpless little child.
Here I sit wondering if I will make it, will I not?
Shivers run down my spine as I know the big day is coming closer.
My brain feels tight as I think of it. My eyes run sore from the facts that I read.
Time won’t stop running, days won’t stop changing. Like a helpless little child I keep on crying.
Without a doubt, I know it won’t change anything.
Today I shall start making my books my companion, my meat in my diet, my liquid for my kidney.
“Go Me!”, there is left to say.
To be on par with the running time and the continuous changing night and day.
Yours Truely.
P/s Jag Therapy the awesomeness.
5 Apr 2010
Day well spent
What I did today.
Spent half of my day at the hospital. The boyfie had his CT scan today.The scanning showed a slight abnormality. *Well at first they said everything was normal* Then we went to see the neurologist and the doctor said there's a lil problem. I think the abnormality in his head is the one causing him the headache. I refuse to think it's something serious. Fadh was suppose to be admitted in the hospital but he refused. So, we are now at home.
We have to go to the hospital again tomorrow for another CT scan. And most likely they'll send him to jpmc and go through mri scan too.*sigh* But the doctor did say there's nothing to worry about. Hopefully thats true. Insha allah.
He seem so fragile right now. So I cant leave him alone. The past few days I've been driving back and forth from the hospital. To uni. To his place. Also, tackling my assignments between check ups. *the wait is always very long*
I have a quiz tomorrow.That would mean I have to leave Fadh at the hospital for about an hour or so and come back. Strength of a warrior I'm in need. I can do this.
My plan is as soon as Fadh's ok I'm gona study my ass of. I have to.
So,Please help me GOD.
I'm very sleepy. I'll finish off revising my numerical analysis and head to bed.
Good Night.
Spent half of my day at the hospital. The boyfie had his CT scan today.The scanning showed a slight abnormality. *Well at first they said everything was normal* Then we went to see the neurologist and the doctor said there's a lil problem. I think the abnormality in his head is the one causing him the headache. I refuse to think it's something serious. Fadh was suppose to be admitted in the hospital but he refused. So, we are now at home.
We have to go to the hospital again tomorrow for another CT scan. And most likely they'll send him to jpmc and go through mri scan too.*sigh* But the doctor did say there's nothing to worry about. Hopefully thats true. Insha allah.
He seem so fragile right now. So I cant leave him alone. The past few days I've been driving back and forth from the hospital. To uni. To his place. Also, tackling my assignments between check ups. *the wait is always very long*
I have a quiz tomorrow.That would mean I have to leave Fadh at the hospital for about an hour or so and come back. Strength of a warrior I'm in need. I can do this.
My plan is as soon as Fadh's ok I'm gona study my ass of. I have to.
So,Please help me GOD.
I'm very sleepy. I'll finish off revising my numerical analysis and head to bed.
Good Night.
4 Apr 2010
Little Miss Shorty
So here I am wondering what to do.NOT!
Currently working on my second essay. And when that's done *very unlikely* I'm gona head to my math programming assignment. *sob sob*
I know exactly what I should do, it's just that, you know how it's like right?
Tomorrow the boyfie's gona go for a CT scan. Hopefully there's nothing serious. He has been having this headache. He was given medicines, but they don't seem to work.I just want him to get well soon.
Currently working on my second essay. And when that's done *very unlikely* I'm gona head to my math programming assignment. *sob sob*
I know exactly what I should do, it's just that, you know how it's like right?
Tomorrow the boyfie's gona go for a CT scan. Hopefully there's nothing serious. He has been having this headache. He was given medicines, but they don't seem to work.I just want him to get well soon.
1 Apr 2010
Night
I just wrote a whole lot of crap and now its gone.*sigh*
Never mind.
To Fadhli,
Get well soon sayang.
Love u always.
Sleepyhead out
Never mind.
To Fadhli,
Get well soon sayang.
Love u always.
Sleepyhead out
30 Mar 2010
What was once a mystery is now history
You might wana think first before crossing somebody's line. Coz you might actually end up getting a cold shoulder instead of a pleasant smile.
It's almost mid night and I suddenly have the urge to blog. I managed to start doing my essay on renewable energy. From thinking of writing about enery from clean coal to solar to hydro power I decided to write an essay on biodiesel. Biodiesel is actually categorized under biomass. Where biomass are energy obtained from natural resources.In the case of biodiesel it can be obtained from waste cooking oil. Malaysia and Indonesia are one of the major exporters of biodiesel in Asia. If they can do it why not Brunei right?Hopefully I can get this done soon.
Then I can start with my Large Hedron Collider essay. I find that topic more interesting. I've gathered afew articles regarding the topic and some videos and found out alot of very interesting stuff. The process actually started from releasing hydrogen from a fire extinguisher into a large chamber where the hydrogen particles were set to travel at the speed of light. Then, 2 of the hydrogen particles from opposite directions were caused to collide. I'm not quite sure if what I just said is entirely right. But for sure,it's somewhere in that direction. After the collision, observations were made. And some pretty interesting stuff were observed.Because of this I actually followed CERN on twitter.By day I'm becoming more dorky.
Anyway it doesn't matter.Smart is the new sexy.
So here's my list of things yet to be done:
It's almost mid night and I suddenly have the urge to blog. I managed to start doing my essay on renewable energy. From thinking of writing about enery from clean coal to solar to hydro power I decided to write an essay on biodiesel. Biodiesel is actually categorized under biomass. Where biomass are energy obtained from natural resources.In the case of biodiesel it can be obtained from waste cooking oil. Malaysia and Indonesia are one of the major exporters of biodiesel in Asia. If they can do it why not Brunei right?Hopefully I can get this done soon.
Then I can start with my Large Hedron Collider essay. I find that topic more interesting. I've gathered afew articles regarding the topic and some videos and found out alot of very interesting stuff. The process actually started from releasing hydrogen from a fire extinguisher into a large chamber where the hydrogen particles were set to travel at the speed of light. Then, 2 of the hydrogen particles from opposite directions were caused to collide. I'm not quite sure if what I just said is entirely right. But for sure,it's somewhere in that direction. After the collision, observations were made. And some pretty interesting stuff were observed.Because of this I actually followed CERN on twitter.By day I'm becoming more dorky.
Anyway it doesn't matter.Smart is the new sexy.
So here's my list of things yet to be done:
- Renewable energy essay
- LHC essay
- Math Programming assignment
- Waves Test
- Numerical Analysis 2 Quiz
- Solve Khun Tucker for project
That's about it. Gona go to bed now. Night.
28 Mar 2010
A day with you
After a while of not having the chance to write alot, I chose tonight to be the day that I will.
I went to miri last friday. Got sour ribbons.Ofcourse. And you know what I found out during that one day miri trip? Black girls dig my man. Hmmm..*awkward silence* I don't think I'm gona elaborate on that.
Moving on to a totally unrelated topic.
SCHOOL.
The exam is on its way to haunt me down and make a kuukuu out of my head *groan*. Oh well,life aint fun without challenges. You know what else is challenging for me other than exams? Typing a long word without messing up the spelling. I used to always cheat during spelling tests during my primary school. And I would end up getting 10/10. Now I have to pay the price. So kids cheating is no good. So adults, CHEATING is no good.If you know what I mean.
Oh,we went to miri to get the boyfie's supps too. Those things come in bottles which are huge and fat looking. And they are freakin' expensive. Pictures can be seen towards the end of this post.
Since the exam is coming that means we are gona have assignments, tests, assignments due dates and etc attacking us at the same time.Yeay.I complain too much don't I?
School can be really hard. But I know once I'm done I'm gona miss it really bad.Be cool.Stay in school. *or is it the other way round?*
Anyway, I'm gona upload the pictures now and go revise my dynamical system and alot more. Heheh.
This is the boyfie's shaved head.Heheh.*no, this is not the side affect of taking in those things*
These are birthday gifts for the boyfie's mom. =)
I went to miri last friday. Got sour ribbons.Ofcourse. And you know what I found out during that one day miri trip? Black girls dig my man. Hmmm..*awkward silence* I don't think I'm gona elaborate on that.
Moving on to a totally unrelated topic.
SCHOOL.
The exam is on its way to haunt me down and make a kuukuu out of my head *groan*. Oh well,life aint fun without challenges. You know what else is challenging for me other than exams? Typing a long word without messing up the spelling. I used to always cheat during spelling tests during my primary school. And I would end up getting 10/10. Now I have to pay the price. So kids cheating is no good. So adults, CHEATING is no good.If you know what I mean.
Oh,we went to miri to get the boyfie's supps too. Those things come in bottles which are huge and fat looking. And they are freakin' expensive. Pictures can be seen towards the end of this post.
Since the exam is coming that means we are gona have assignments, tests, assignments due dates and etc attacking us at the same time.Yeay.I complain too much don't I?
School can be really hard. But I know once I'm done I'm gona miss it really bad.Be cool.Stay in school. *or is it the other way round?*
Anyway, I'm gona upload the pictures now and go revise my dynamical system and alot more. Heheh.
This is the boyfie's shaved head.Heheh.*no, this is not the side affect of taking in those things*
These are birthday gifts for the boyfie's mom. =)
27 Mar 2010
I love you
Yes,it has been awhile.
I'm not gona say much tonight. The brain is not working efficiently. And I seriously need to shower.
Just wana say,
I LOVE YOU.
*big smile*
I'm not gona say much tonight. The brain is not working efficiently. And I seriously need to shower.
Just wana say,
I LOVE YOU.
*big smile*
15 Mar 2010
I got the POWER
As I am composing this piece I am currently on my break from my ever so fun report writing. If I wasn't so afraid of getting hungry in the middle of the night, dinner wouldn't be in the list of things to do.
I'm having brocolli chicken with rice again. This is the only thing that is close to healthy in this canteen. *sigh*
One thing you should remember when you're on a diet is to never starve yourself.That's what I learned from Fadhli. You have to eat. But 'clean food' he calls them. Which basically means food with little of everything. Oil salt sugar.
I didnt jog today.Darn it. 'Work' wouldn't let me go out and jog. Or let alone, do anything else.
Here's a list of things I have to do this week.
14 Mar 2010
My almost healthy breakfast
Brocolli Chicken with rice
According to fadh, in the morning he should eat lots and lots of rice for breakfast. In the afternoon, rice some more. And at night, he can eat only low fat food. Like Veggies or just potatoes and eggs.
So here, for breakfast I ordered brocolli chicken with rice. Didn't manage to finish the rice though. I don't really like veggies. But kinda have to eat them if I wana suceed in this healthy diet of mine.
Didn't manage to go out and jog this morning. I did house keeping instead. Did my laundry, mopped the floor, cleaned my table and arranged my books. Oh also, I did my first day sit-ups. 99 more days to go.
Juice
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